"kookie~! my beautiful boyfriend actually isn't writing when i come over? hm, what a surprise." you said as you walked into my room and i smiled.
"i did it before you came." i said and you smiled. "smart." you chuckled and laid down next to me on my bed.
"so you needed to tell me something?" you asked and i nodded.
i bit my lip as i stared up at the ceiling, not wanting to do this at all because i didn't want to see your reaction.
"there's something i haven't been telling you." i started and you hummed. "and what's that?" you asked and i took a deep breath, not wanting to start crying before i even get it out.
"do you remember when i was sick for a couple days?" i asked and you nodded. "well i did go to the hospital with taehyung and... and—"
"jungkook what is it?" you asked, sitting up and looking down at me. "i have cancer jimin." i whispered and your eyes widened.
once they started filling up with tears i looked away. i couldn't stand to see you cry because of me.
"why didn't you tell me?" you asked and i took another deep breath. "i was afraid."
"afraid of what?" you asked and i sat up, looking down at my lap. "of losing you. i didn't want you to leave me because i might die and i didn't want you to hate me for—"
"baby i could never hate you or leave you. i love you so much, you know that. i don't know what id do without you."
you pulled me into a hug and i sighed in relief. "i love you too. thank you." i whispered and you pecked my forehead.
"don't thank me. tell me, how do these appointments work? i'll go with you to your next one." you smiled and i gave you my best smile.
"i have my first surgery tomorrow." i said and you looked down, wiping at your eyes.
"wow... uh im gonna have to get used to this." you said and i pursed my lips. "im sorry jimin." i whispered and you shook your head, looking up at me.
"its not your fault beautiful. you're gonna be okay, you're so strong and amazing. you were meant to be in this world, i promise you." you said and i smiled.
you pecked my lips and smiled at me.
"i love you baby." you whispered and i blushed.
"i love you too."
-
dear diary,
just knowing that you love me and that you are going to be there for me makes everything so much better.
thank you so much jimin, seriously.
you're so amazing and i couldn't have gotten any luckier.
i truly believe in a forever with you.
i hope you do too.
forever and always jimin.
- jungkook
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-taestan this book is soooo close to ending wow its only got 41 entries 😳
