It's Not You, It's Me

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It's the oldest cliche in the book

Using these words seem to make sense somehow

I'm trying to explain something unexplainable

I'm trying to to make you understand a feeling only I felt

It seems I can't have my cake and eat it too, that I must give this up

It's not you

Honestly, it's me

This is all my fault. I've let it go on too long

How do I stop myself from being selfish. I play this game with you like you're not real

It's cat and mouse and you'll always lose

Still I sit here and pull you back in. This hurts me more than it does you I tell myself

Lying here in your arms knowing I am just leading you on

What does that make me

A trickster

My need for this sick game to continue forces my hand

Keeps my feet planted in place

The sickly sweet smile cemented on my face

Why do you fall for my tricks

This is all your fault. You should've known better

I'm going to leave you now

It wasn't you

It's me

I'm hurting too

There is no one victim is this game of love

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