love and heart break

"My Love For You"

when I first saw you

I didn't think much

but as we drifted toward each other

you snuck your way into my heart

and now u have captured it

and I can't escape

but I don't want to escape

cause I LOVE YOU.

when I would get near you

my heart pounds

and threatened to jump out of my chest,

and kill me.

when you left me

I felt as if I lost everything

and that grief of losing you

would kill me

or I would have to live with growing pain all my life.

whenever I see you

I think of the times I was truely happy

which was when I was with you

and it makes me feel even more grief and pain then there was before whenever I think about it.

You Kill Me.

yet my heart is still beating with

this love I feel for you.

my heart aches of heart break because I still love you

I feel like this love is eating me alive from the inside

and all because you don't feel the same way.

I feel something worse then

heart ache, grief , and pain

but those are the only words

I can think of to describe

what I feel right now,

and I hope one day you will realize that.

I wish you wouldn't ignore me

because you only break me inside even more.