You're not fine (Sterek Fanfic)

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A/N: Heya guys! im so so sorry for the late update,  things been going on!  Anyways my story will grt a bit rusty but don't fail on me yall!  Just my thinking cap is a bit rough right now.. Anyways Wanna just tell yall that this chapter has 18+ detail,  so if you really don't wanna ruin your mind.. Then please don't read
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  All Derek could hear is stiles heart pound from his chest,  his wolf howled and yelled at derek to just pin the boy to a corner and pick him up to kiss him back.  But derek held himself to it,  his mind going crazy for the boy like if he was actually a wild animal,  he felt like he was the one protecting stiles forever even if the boy might hate him,  he heart ached thinking about that,  his heart ached more for the fact he held himself back from doing what his wolf was yelling orders at him. He kissed stiles back, his eyes stared at stiles like if he could see the humans soul inside,  but then again he could only heart his heart pound, he put a hand on stiles sleeve and gripped it tight as he kissed back and once he was able to take deep breathes through his nose. He didn't want to be apart from the boy,  he wanted to br close,  very close.  But he wondered about stiles dad.  Maybe if he could start over with him.. Brfore the sheriff actually kills him first. He snapped back to realty and smiled under the kiss a bit

His voice pushed around dereks lips and as a moan escaped ans he knotted his fingers in dereks hair and kissed him deeper and his mind was racing. Was this real was this possibly just derek in like heat and needing a realese ? Either way he was pushing his needs as much as possible wanting at least this momet. Unknowing to derek he had a unsatiable urge to be nesr the werewolf as soon as he saw him he hid it well trying to seem like he didnt care but now he wanted every inch and centimeter of contact he could get.

A deep growl escaped His lips after stiles moan,  that triggered him but again he tried hard to not push over the edge were he couldn't control himself.  He leaned against the boy his hand tightened against stiles waist as he pushed his lips against the humans lips as if it was a war,  he put his other hand behind stiles head and rested it in stiles hair. he couldn't get over this boy he hated him before but now he was in love him well he has been in love with the boy sense he met him but he hid it with hatred. Thinking about it made him growl more, "Mine.." He said through the growl as he wanted every part of stiles,  he eanted to look imto his brown eyes,  he wanted to put hia hand through the boys hair and he wanted to mark and claim him.

He didnt know how to handle it. With the touches he was getting for derek. And the grabbing and the dominance. But when derek growled out mine he just succumbed. He grabbed dereks hands now and forced him to go rougher needing the contact.

Derek looked at stiles,  he pulled away a bit panting softly, "S-stiles wait.. " he said as he inlaced one of his set of his fingers with stiles fingers,  he loved the touch and his wolf was how growling and snarling at him for pulling away, "I.. What if i get out of control?.. What if im rough.. Is that what you want rough" He asked,  he showed concern,  he held stiles hand tight as he ought the urge all he needed was some kind of yes from stiles and he could be rough, "I'll try not to hurt you " he promised as he took a deep breathe and exhaled the air out his lungs.

He leaned ibto derek panting a quite a bit ans shook his head "do...what you want... I just want you. Just...please. Dont purposfully rip me apart or anything?" he asked bresthlessly and loomed around forsomething to support them better

Derek chuckled softly,  "I wouldn't " He then growled as he picked stiles up pushing him against the wall,  he pushed his lips against stiles lips once again kissing hard, he put the hand he had inlaced with stiles hand above the humans head as the other hand went to stiles thigh supporting him so he wouldn't fall.  He wanted stiles to,  all his emotions melted away from him long time ago from the first kiss thay he shared with the boy.