You're not fine (Sterek Fanfic)

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He stood and licked his lips and nodded quickly bouncing on his heels.
"Okay um... can I check you again then?" He asked slowly

Derek raised a eyebrow, "What? No! " he said as he held out his arms, "Im fine see.. No dark veins" he sighed, he really wasn't in the mood

"Maybe you need something for nerves or something dude you are jumpy as hell" He said actually pretty freak at Derek's reaction

"STILES! " Derek yelles out as he put he crossed his arms, "Stop im fine really!  Just getting use to no pain for god sake! " he freakes out on stiles

Stiles groaned and turned frustratedly away "fine do you want me to fucking leave now or are you going to freak out again!" He shouted back

Derek rolled his eyes, "Your annoying me!  Can you not worrie anymore?  Im fine no more wolfbane.. " he said as he stood and he went to the door.

He folded his arms across his chest and just walked out tears starting to well up in his eyes but he didn't want derek to see as he walked past him and down to his jeep.
"Just trying to fucking help..." He muttered not trying to hide it from Derek's ultra sensitive hearing

The wolf rolled his eyes, he went to stiles and ruffled his head, "Thank you just.. I need some alone time.. Again" he said as he looked around and noticed the rest of the pack left,  he rubbed his neck as his spine hurt he ground and rubbed his spine that was under his neck.

There was an injection site that was still sore that Stiles had injected an antidote in that was just healing slowly and stiles just pushed Derek's hand away "kay.."

Derek sighed as he shook a bit, "..Thanks agan", he then went inside the loft and sat on his bed and then laid down and hugged his pillow upset.

Stiles went home and locked his bedroom door then his window and curled up on his own bed staring at the ceiling and sent a mass text to the pack before turning his phone off.
"Going to be mia for a bit. Phones off."  And threw the phone into his bedside table and grumbled to himself as he started to read a book from Deaton

Derek read the message he groaned,  he yanwed and fell asleep, a few days after that terrible day derek was still on his bed,  his hair a mess,  his shirt rolled up a bit and one of his pant leg was rolled up also. The blanket almost off the bed as derek laid there silently he hasn't texted or he didn't move from the bed.

Stiles was going to school but didn't keep his phone on just let Scott know in person he was just needing to be alone. It was about two weeks in when he finally got the nerve to drive back up to the loft pounding on the door

Derek cleared his throat as he slowly stood up he balanced himself as rubbed his nose,  he went to the door as he was weak and opened the door, he leaned his shoulder on the door frame as he crossed his arms, "Hey.. ", around his green eyes were red, looks like he was staying up nights.  His stomach seemed a bit to skinny he hasn't ate. His hair a mess thats bed hair of course.  And his voice sounded rough and rusty .

He raised a bag of take out and walked past him almost immediately.  "We need to talk.." He said simply and dropped his bag of take out on the coffee table and set down a couple drinks one being monster one being Pepsi a mountain dew Dr pepper coffee and a tea.

Derek raised a eyebrow, "..Talk about.. What? ", he said confused as he moved out the door way and closed the door, he gripped his shirt as he blinked a few times,  he moved to fast,  he then let go of his shirt took a breath he went over to stiles and lookes at all the stuff on the coffee table.

He sat down on a chair opposite of the couch and motioned to the table of food and drink. "Eat and drink and I will tell you. But my proposition for you is either you accept my terms or I will no longer be part of the pack and not be your emissianary. I have an opportunity to do something and what you decide for yourself and your own comfort is what I want you to choose." He said waiting for the werewolf to pick his food and drink. There was also several options of food as well including chinese and a burger choice.

Derek rolled his eyes,  he then picked up the coffee and he picked up the burger, he didn't say anything to stiles he just curled up and he slowly ate the burger as he sipped the coffee,  after he was done he  looked at stiles his visiom actuslly cleared he was hungry for so long everything around him started to darken,  he sighed as he looked into stiles eyes, "..what terms" he shrugged as he said

Stiles looked rough himself.  Kinda like his void with darkened rings and a not very stiles like face since it was practically emotionless.
"You need to start trusting me. And letting me know when you do shit. And you need to keep me updated with your emotions. I know it's hard but with your wounds both physically and mentally make me really worried..." He said slowly and firmly.

Derek clunchted his jaw,  he looked down and he smiled as he rubbed his chin then he looked at stiles, "I do trust you.. and im doing nothing by the way and my update on my emotions?  Well lets see" he sprung up pacing back and forth, "Well physically my body hurts like hell from not eating or drinking,  i haven't been out side for like 2 weeks and 3 days!  And oh oh lets not forget metally,  im terrified and i don't know what im doing at all! I want to end it but i can't!  Stiles im not what i use to be! You can just expect it and do what you normally did before all this.. Ignore me.. Ignore the supernatural " he said quickly as he stopped infront of stiles and crossed his arms.

Stiles sat there for a moment before nodding and pulling his lips into a straight tight line before reaching down and grabbing his bag. He rummaged through it and after. Bit pulled out. Couple of chopped herbs Nd set them on the coffe sweaps that was stunning. It was oviously old and well cared for. With cwltix marking on it.
He then. Pointing at the items raised. A dinger and pointed to them "do you like tea?"

Derek shook his head as he laid his head on his knees, "Not really my favorite..",He astated,  he looked at the chopped herbs and he raised a eyebrow and looked at stiles ans sighed, "Stiles.. Did you come here to just tell me for me to trust you or.. Did you bring food and drinks here because you felt like it?", he wanted the answer now.

"Both. Now do you like rea" he asked again dabbling the seeper infront of derek and giving him a look that could wither someone if he was not just tiny stiles

Derek raised an eyebrow as he stared into stiles eye,  "No" he said annoyed of the boy that seems to be someone else, he growled lightly as he looked away.

"Well to bad these will be the best thing to help your nerves and paranoia and keep the wolfsbane poisoning at bay." He said getting up and going to the cupboard and grabbing a mug and starting the kettle he luckliy found.

"Well to bad these will be the best thing to help your nerves and paranoia and keep the wolfsbane poisoning at bay." He said getting up and going to the cupboard and grabbing a mug and starting the kettle he luckliy found.

Derek growled at stiles, "Your getting cocky", He clunched his jaw as he curled up on the couch his back facing the outside of the couch as he hid his head in the couch,  he huffed as he closed his eyes

"Your right i am getting cocky. I feel like we are in a steained marriage or some shit and the wife,you' isnt listining to anything im saying. Tea will be done in a few minutes and your going to drink it. Im atleast making sure it wont taste like ass" he grumbled and started seeping the tea.

Derek groaned, "If anything you'd be the wife and i'd be the hard working tired husband" he growles as he looked at stiles and then he rolled his eyes

"Mmm...no i do all the leg work and make sure the pack is healthy and know how to hea-" his voice dropped and tapped his hand on the counter. "Im the fucking mother arent i" he asked slowly. Turning and walking infront of derek grabbing a hand of his and placing a nice warm mug in his hand. It smelled wonderful like warm sun and soft grass and fresh air. Just relaxing to breathe it in

Derek sighed and nodded, "Yup.. The mother.. " he sighed he smelt the tea,  he then suddenly relaxed as he thought of a open field of grass the sun shineing bright and the fresh air flying by or at least where ever it goes,  but he seen stiles in the image and he smiled,  he then took a sip of the tea he kept quiet as he loved the relaxation