Amnesia

.1.

I sat in my room with Ariana Grande blasting through my mini speakers. I spend 90% of my time in this room. Either thinking, Or hiding from Ryan when he was in his 'State'. No one knows why I'm still with him, And to be completely honest, I don't know either. The thought of him alone just scares the living shit out of me. I guess i'm just scared of what hes gonna do when I finally pick up the courage to end it. 

"Collins get your ass out here now!" My mum joked, Shes allways been like that. I slowly made my way out of my room the find her watching TV with a glass of wine in her hand. "The fridge is too far away!" She wined and I immediatly knew what she ment so I sighed and dragged myself to the fridge and get her the bottle just so she wouldnt bother me again. I filled up her glass and kissed her on the forehead, after that I just got myself a drink. Leagilly, I wasnt old enough to drink so I just had a can of coca-cola and made my way back to my room.

As soon as I sat down my phone started ringing. I immediatly knew who it was.

Ryan.

"Hello?" I answered. Nope he dosent get a hi babe. or a Hey baby I love you Because I dont love him. And never will for what he does to me. "Come to mine. Now! oh, And buy me some drinks" and with that he hung up. But i'm used to it so its all goods. I lazily got up from my bed put on some shoes and got my Phone and keys. "Im going to Ryans mum!" I called "Okay! Call me if he does it again!" Her tone was serious but had a hint of humor. She was truly Worried for me. And I was happy about that, She knew what he has done to me. So shes worried that more will come from it. 

As I got in my car I plugged in my phone and Everybody Wants To Rule The World By Lorde came on and I sung at the top of my lungs .

Welcome to your life,

Theres no turning back,

Even while we sleep,

We will find you, Acting on your best behaviour, Turn your back on mother nature

Everybody wants to rule the world

When I arrived at the store I turned down my music, unplugged my phone and made my way into the store. Ryan always made me buy him drinks so I was getting pretty good at making people believe that I was the legal age for drinks. As soon as I got inside I made my way to the sweets isle. I mean If im going to Ryans I'm gonna need something to distract me. After I decided on a bag of pineapple lumps I made my way to the alcohol Isle. Ouch! I just bumped into something. It was Only when I turned around that I realised that, That something was a someone. "Oh my god! Im so sorry!" I squealed "Its fine Honestly"  He turned around and im instantly met with a pair of bright blue eyes "No I feel so bad, I hit your pretty hard." I replyed, He just chuckeled and said to me "Why would I be angry with such a beautiful girl." I froze on the spot and blushed. I mean Im allowed to be attracted to other guys. Right? Like Ryan gets with other girls like every night im not there. "Whats your name love?" He questioned. "Collins, Yours?" I answered "Im Luke" He said almost immediatly, Like he wanted me to remember it?

Collins if you dont get here soon I wont hesitate to beat you

Great. I was having a better time than I would of been at his house. "Sorry I have to go" I said to Luke and started walking off. "Wait!" He called. "Atleast let me get your number?" He was the one blushing now and I have no Idea why? "Sure!" I smiled at him I unlocked my phone and Gave it to him. He put his number in and sent a quick text to himself to reassure he has my number "Well ill let you get going, It was nice meeting you Collins!" He called and left. I looked down at my phone and chuckeled when I was he put a kissy face next to his name. 

I quickly got Ryans favourite drink and took it up to the counter. "That'll Be $15.95" The cashier spoke with a perky voice. Sure the price was huge compared to what I would normally buy but if it means im not gonna get heaps of bruises tonight then i'll do it. I handed over the money and collected my stuff and left the stor to get in my car.

Here we go.

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