#1 in brahmin
#42 in introvert dated 28-03-19
#31 in introvert dated 2-4-19
#17 in introvert,
#140 in feelings dated 8-4-19
"It's high time abhi...You need to get married"my annayya(brother) said
I didn't reply
He got more agitated and...
Sashi pov: "I need to tell you something sashi"no sooner these words came out of his mouth..My heart increased it's pace...I can literally hear my heartbeat.. I said nothing just staring at him with no expression on my face.. "Sooner or later..I need to tell this to you sashi..I can't bear being with you..Seeing you everyday...and staying away from you pretending that we are just friends...We are not some teenagers right?If you find the same feeling towards you since 8 years..It's not some bloody attraction or infatuation..It's love sashi..and It's not leaving me.. You may lie that you don't feel the same for me..Your mouth may lie..The whole world may lie..But those two deep brown balls..(indicating her eyes)Will never lie..The love and adoration your eyes behold for me...Never lie sashi.."he voiced out with every word holding emotion. He took both my hands in his and placed them on his chest.."this..My heart only beats for you sashi..I love you...till the moon and stars exist in sky...This heart only beats for you.." Volcano of emotions exploded inside me.. Without my knowledge tears started flowing..Don't know whether they are happy or sad tears..I looked into his eyes..I couldn't say yes.. Because of my parents..I can't ditch them for my sake..I can't break their trust on me which took years to build..I can't take a step which leads to bowing down of their heads in front of society..At the same time.. I couldn't say no..Because I truly love him...He is the one about whom I imagine when I read a novel...he is the only one about whom,I talk to while staring at moon...He is the only one about whom I think of when I travel alone...he is the only whom I see when I dream of my future..Tears clouded my eyes just like thoughts clouded my in head.. Somewhere deep down,I wish some miracle happens in my life just like fairy tales I used to read in my childhood...
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Marathon of thoughts are halted when abhi voiced out"Take your time sashi..I am not forcing you...I genuinely want to say how I feel for you..I will be waiting for you"..He said like understanding my trauma...And slowly got up extending his hand for me..To help I walked behind him bending my head..And completely immersed in my thoughts..Once sat in car..He said.."Come-on sashi..Chill out..Don't be so serious...I am not going to punish you"he said chuckling..Masking his real pain..He is trying to ease the atmosphere..only for me..Which brought guilty feeling to me.. I hate myself..I can't express what I feel..Neither I could contain them...Every single time I muster up all my courage and tell them how I feel and I fail miserably...I feel like they won't understand me and on sever cases,laugh at me and end up not saying what's going on in my head... Whole night I couldn't sleep and in the morning I don't want to face him..I tried skipping breakfast..But aunty literally forced me..There abhi is sitting to my opposite..I couldn't see into his eyes..It's too much Later in the morning..We left to my friend kushi house..Today evening is her wedding..All our forever 8 batch is going to meet today after 6 years..Abhi with all our monkey friends started to tease kushi..And her fiance arnav came to her rescue..Only to fail miserably and we started to tease both of them..even while..I felt abhi's concerning gaze on me...Finally I smiled heartfully at him..And he reciprocated the same...
Abhi pov: Finally sashi smiled now...I was an idiot..Doing very proper thing in improper timings.. Something's bothering sashi.. Stopping her from expressing..I need to find this out.. I met all my school buddies and once again remembered all our naughty days... In the evening,everyone got ready and looking their best...I was here searching for my moon(sashi)...When I was about to hail stairs I saw her descending down the stairs...She wore peacock blue malai silk saree ..With her waist long hair neatly plaited and Veni of jasmine flowers are neatly decorated in her hair...She wore no makeup..The same maroon bindi..And small sindhoor below it..A thin lime of kohl around her eyes and adorable nosering... still looking breath takingly gorgeous...She smiled looking at me...Why do I feel the same every time I look at her...and how come I hear my own heart beat and how come a sharp heat passes through nape of my neck..I asked myself... Arnav asked me to help him out to find his jootha...Even though we met today itself..We found good friend in each other...Me and sashi secretly followed his cousins and stole those hidden jootha... Before his sisters could tease him...Arnav surprised them by showing his jootha.. the look on their pale faces was worth laughing.. Later in the night..sitting on the terrace,All our batch played childish games and sang songs for the couple..we insisted sashi to sing a song..She resisted initially we started shouting sashi..Sashi..Sashi..She stood up everyone went pindrop silent except for sound of slowly flowing the breeze.. She started singing..This is a romantic song sung by radha whose love can't be expressed in words for her Krishna... Meera leni talapu needi Megha syama madhava Aradhinchu radhe ninnu Pranam panchana Krishna Cheppaleni mooga prema Kallalona kanapadada Kanne manasu venna dongai Dochey chinni krishnaiah.. Meera leni talapu needi...
Your thought is the one which I couldn't never forget Oh! Lord Krishna.. I will worship you as your radha Will give you my soul Lots of love..Can't be expressed in words Can't you read them in my eyes? Just like you steal hearts of every girl...Steal my heart too..Oh!Krishna.. You're the only one I could never forget..
You make everyone smitten by playing flute You have held mountain on your little finger You have stood in hearts of many Aren't you tired now? Come krishna..And rest in my heart Enough of your deeds I hope of you(us) I think of you(always) Come on now..And be my breath(to live) You're the only thought in my mind...
Through out the song,she is not only singing but feeling the love and pain in the lyrics..Her eyes got moistened by the end of the song...and she looked at me..I know what she meant... Everyone clapped and she sat beside me..While everyone are busy in playing,I secretly held her hand..her fragile fingers,her soft skin ...To say silently that I can understand her..She didn't resist...My heart started beating loud and air between us thickened...I liked this feeling...And linked our fingers...She didn't dare to look at me..This night,this breeze,our racing hearts,her confession of silent love for me..On top of that interlocking of our hands...Like a promise made without words..This is the best day of my life...
Hello all!!!The video song that I have linked above not only has good lyrics and meaning..But also a.melodios tune...So readers from all languages can give it a shot...Am sure you won't regret listening once...
So folks...Please vote, comment and share...Just share whatever you feel about the story or you want to suggest or you want to correct my mistakes... Anything is most welcome..But please respond guys. Your single response ignites my will power to write..And continue writing.
So guys..Keep voting..Keep smiling.. Until then,this is anu signing off... Khudahafiz
