Oceans Apart

The sun rise and the sun set

Jungkook.
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Listen to: Young forever
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Some times it feels as if the world is spinning and I'm stuck in the middle. Round and round it goes so fast I can't keep up but all I can do is smile and try to stand up. Our world is getting more hectic sometimes I forget what day it is or what month it is. Vocal rehearsal, dance practice, fan meet, interviews and so on it goes. Their faces is beginning to blur.

Laying on the cold hard floor soothed me relieving the pain of my back and feet. The room feels so warm and humid all most like it's trying to suffocate you. Dance practice is over if the hardest thing one of the thing that I use to enjoy now feels like an agonizing punishment.

"Rehearsal over boys" the dance director shouted echoing through the dance studio to be greeted with panting of the 7 boys.

I watched Namjoon going over to the corner of the practice room rehearing again. He is a good dancer he knows the technique but doesn't know where to place the emotions into the dance or the flow. I know this often angers him but he is doing well.

"Namjoon do you want me to help you practice later?" I asked watching his face light with a greatful smile. "What would be great, thanks Jungkook-ah".

After getting change from or sweat cloths we made our way to the studio. I feels like a life time ago when I walked into BigHit there's nothing that I wish to change but I am so lonely.

Finally got a studio of my own which allows me to make music in a better environment and not disturb the hyungs. The space often feels strange and empty Yoongi hyung often tells me to decorate it, make it reflects me.

But I don't really know who I am.

A letter lays on top of my desk with neat written letters on the front. I picked up the letter it smells of roses that my grandmother use to grows. This brings a sad smile on face, I miss her very much but I know she's always smiling at me from above.

"To Jungkook" the letter goes, words flow like a sweet ballad from the page. "Everything in life that is worthy doesn't come easy, keep fighting". Then it strike me because I am struggling doesn't mean this isn't worth it. I have dreamt of his for the longest time and have finally achieved my dreams with my 6 other amazing brothers. I should be greatful and try to improve myself.

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At the end of the day we are still starting at the same sky.
Hope you will write back, Clara.
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"Clara" I breathed out the name seems so strange but sweet. I chuckled to myself seems like this girl know how to captivates a guy.

I starts to write melody for a song but the words won't leave my head "Everything in life that is worthy doesn't come easy". I save my music piece and picked up a pen and starts to write. To pen moves across the page so smoothly as if I know what I was meant to write like a script I'm scribing.

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Thank you,
your word was so encouraging to me.
From Jungkook.
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