Contradictory
Mutually opposed or inconsistent.
Example:
"The two attitudes are contradictory."I hate it...
I hate the way you pretend to care,
I hate the way you stare...I hate the way you tear me apart,
I hate the way we were doomed from the start...I hate the way you miss my hints,
I hate the way your mind is absent...I hate it.
... I hate the way you make me cry,
Without even batting an eye.I hate the way I still act fair,
Even when I always tell myself, "I swear..."I hate the way you act stupid,
I hate the way your movements are so lucid.I hate the way we run around in circles,
I hate the way the blood trickles.I love the way you used to smile,
Even when you were growling at me, so vile.I love the way you play with my heart,
Even as it's crisped and charred.I love the way you make me feel,
Even though I know it's never real...I LOVE THE WAY YOU ONCE LOVED ME!
Even when... we lost that key...I miss the way... Everything fit together...
Honestly, I'm not getting better.I miss the way... my eyes used to light up,
As I trusted in you... was it ever enough?I MISS THE WAY YOU USED TO HOLD ME WHEN I CRIED!
But now you say you never have the time!I miss the way we used to lay around,
Listening to that same old sound...I wish I could hear the music play the same way as it did before,
But now it feels like I'm going on a grand world tour.I wish one day our hearts may fall in sync again,
As we walk towards London's Big Ben.I wish to myself every night,
Hoping that this won't come back and bite...I wish for something others can't comprehend,
And here I go again, trying to create the trend.I hope one sunny afternoon I'll be happy,
But for now, everything's just crappy!I hope someone can somehow see through my walls,
Because I try to make them transparent, like an old-time shawl.I hope someday you'll finally hear my screams!
Ones so loud, you can hear them from your dreams.I hope to God that I'll be brought back to colors,
But for now, I'll only pray for pleasant smothers.I hate it.
The way you make me feel.Yet I love it.
The way you help me heal.I'm torn between two contradictory emotions.
And my actions always feel like stop motion.Every step I take, there's another flash of a camera.
Another grueling hit to my stamina.I'm stuck within a place,
That I will never be able to escape.One that you'll never seek to trace.
And another that I'll only be able to erase...I hate it..
... and I love it.
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Emotions and Words Turned into Poetry
PoetryJust jumbled around things that make their way into pieces of literature.