Something is wrong with me.
I can tell.
I know.
My hands shake and
Just by the way I woke up this morning....
I can tell something is very, very wrong.
I'm so sad.
And I don't know why.
Fuck.
I'm scared to be alone today. I'm scared of what I'll do to myself.
There's this voice in my head telling me to starve myself today.
I feel like a baby for feeling this way. I feel selfish and disgusting and unworthy.
I don't know.
I feel like I shouldn't be feeling this way. I feel like I dont deserve to be sad because I don't really have a reason to be.
I feel like some bratty snot nosed twerp and I feel like I'm being ungrateful and Like i should probably just....
ugh.
It sucks.
So bad.
YOU ARE READING
You don't really care; do you?
Random• Abuse • COCSA • Belittling • Eating Disorders • Self Harm • Suicide • Depression • Venting
