Amnesia (5sos Cake ) BoyXBoy

Chp 4

HEY GUYS I DECIDED TO UPDATE FOR YOU GUYS I'M VERY TIRED SO IF THIS DOSN'T MAKE ANY SENSE I'M SO SORRY!!!OK SO HERE WE GO CHP 4!! :)

CALUM'S POV:

(AFTER THE SHOW)

It was after the show and we were after returning to our house which we had rented instead of a hotel room I was currently in my bedroom which I shared with Luke, we had said goodbye to the 1d boys as they had to fly back over to london tonight to open a music thingy tmro morning and would fly back for the last concert later on.

Luke was very quite after the show even during it,he seemed to get really shy or something and forgot his solo in Don't stop,the opening for Eighteen and left Ashton take the rest of them for some reason.............maybe it was because I kissed him? did I put him off?why did I do that anyway?what possesed me to do that?oh god i'm so stupid.....Do you think he knows?..sometimes I wish you could just tell me these things.....why is love so complicated?ok know im asking myself to many questions I can't register them wow ok.........

I think the best thing is to tell Ash.....he's always good in these situations right?ok that's what i'll do.

I got up my from my bed and wen't down stairs to the livivng room where Ash,Mike and Luke were watching mean girls clearly Luke got to pick."Ash?" "Oh hey Cal waz up?" "Can I talk to you for a minute??" I said with a small smile trying to hide how nervous I was "Yeh sure" he said shuffling standing up as he pulled me in to the little utility room off of the living room "So what's up?" "Do you think Luke was acting weird after I kissed him on stage earlier tonight?" "The truth?"he questioned I nodded "Well being honest yeh...he seemed totally off, he blushed like a bloody tomato I actually never taught some one could blush that hard.......and he barely moved from his spot the rest of the night even when Niall and Zayn wen't over to him and tried to get him moving around a bit..he semed totally out of it!" Well thanks Ash.. "but it's not like if you meant it that way anyway" he said as I stared at the floor.

"Yeh that's what I wanted to talk to you about.." I said quitely "You ment it!" Ashton exclaimed "YOU LIKE L.." he shouted as I put my hand over his mouth and dragged him further into the room"Sshh!! could you be any louder" I exclaimed "Sorry.....so you like Luke? so your gay? for Luke holy crap...." a little quiter this time

The door swung open revealing a shocked Michael "Your.....?What? I would of never?" "How did you hear?" " I heard Ashton scream it , it's not like if he wasn't loud.." Michael said simply "Did luke hear! " I asked quickly cutting off ashton who was about to speak.

"No your soooo... lucky he just left to collect the pizza we had ordered I was going to go but he said it would be better if he wen't what ever that men't so I left him off"

"Soooo........"Ashton said awkwardly I faced palmed myself not knowing what to say"Listen Cal we don't care who you like we really don't i'm not just saying it you can like who ever you wan't as long as your happy never be afraid to be your self ok" Ashton said patting my shouder "thanks" I said as they pulled me in to a hug "You guys are going way to soft " I laughed "says the gay boy" Michael said laughing "MICHAEL!" Ashton said slapping him"hahaha! oh god....."

"When will you tell Luke" "I....." "when ever you wan't dude but when you do I think you'll be surprised by it's outcome" " You so gave that away!!" Michael hissed and pulled Ashton out of the room leaving me alone.

Dont ask me what that was about!

"PIZZA!" Luke shouted excited maybe he wasn't weirded out but I was so wrong I was made sit beside him as Ash and Mike sat together leaving me beside Luke I didn't mind but it just raised the tension.

"You ok Lukey?" I asked him "Eh? yeh fine" he said not looking at me "Luke...?" I pushed "I'm fine" "No your not" " I am " "Luke..???what's wrong" "Jeez Calum I don't have to tell you everything! leave me be!" he said raising his voice making me flinch as he stormed from the room.

"Some one's on his period"Michael laughed I rolled my eyes and got up after him chasing after him through the hall way down the stairs until I finally cornered him."Stop" I said panting "We'll I don't have much of a choice now do I?" he said catching his breath"No you do not" "What do You wan't Calum?" he said in an irritated tone"To talk to you god man! is it a crime to talk to my best friend!" I shouted "Can I go" "NO! I'm fed up you've been ignoring me since the concert! Luke you know I can't have anyone upset around me or I flip as we can see here! especially you!!!"

I was about to continue when I realised he was crying! " Lukey....im so sorry I didn't mean to shout im sorry...."

I left him out of the corner he was currently standing in and took him into a hug as he sobbed in to my arms......"Shhhh...it's ok....shhh.....its ok...its ok....." I repeated so many times I can't recall "please stop crying or im going to start"I said choking up he's looks so sad and broken he's actually going to make me cry..... I heard a soft laugh and he pulled away wiping his tears as they slid down his cheeks one by one.

"Sorry" "It's cool dude you ok?" I said and held him at arms length " Yeh......it's just love is hard sometimes...."he said simply with a slight blush on his cheeks,still wiping away tears" I know how it feels" "What do you mean??" "It's like when you like some one alot and you know they'll never feel the same way.....then again they might...that person keeps dropping these hints and you don't know weither there joking or not and you want to tell them but your afraid......of what they'll say..." "Hmmmm..yeh......" "Wait so your crushing on someone?" I asked filled with hope but then dissapointment at to how it was and how lucky they are.......is that why? he ignored me after the kiss on stage because he likes someone else and that would give him a bad image.......oh god.......I love luke an all but I rather him be happy with somone else then miserable with me!

He nodded "Who?" "If I told you you'd hate me" "Ah come on I could never hate you ever!" Did he really just say that! He looked to the ground "Come on who is she?" "ehhh...." he said scratching his neck then biting his lip playing with his lip ring! OH GOD!!!!! #SEXY LUKE!!

"Heads up.....it's a dude..." "uhebrouhqbcfohfdboawuehdbcaaessaxaachlcpd hold up! so your gay?" YES!!!!!!!!! do you think I have a chance? should I tell him??? now or never right ok this is like a replay to what happened not even an hour ago!! I my aswell tell him?

"Yup....Ashton and Mike took it well" "High five dude yeh same here" I said high fiving him " Wait......so are you" I interupted him "yup and falling head over heals for this blonde boy who dosn't even seem to have the slightest idea im in love him I've liked him for 2 years......there's a chance he might like me back what should I do?" I asked "Well you were supossed to be helping me here..."he said with a disapointed smile"Yeh but answer this and you can ask me all the questions you wan't!" "Ok....well to be honest i'd go for it.....tell him how you feel you know like just ask him out?" "hmm.....yeh so somthing like this i said with a grin " I was just wondering if you would like to go out sometime?with me as a date but if you don't wan't to that's fine!! " I said panicking at the last few words"Yeh like that but try not to panic" he said looking a tad dissapointed "Well?are you going to answer my question?" "What?" Luke asked spectical "Will you go out with me?"

A massive grin appeared on Luke's face "Wait your serious???" wow that hurt..."Yeh but it doesn't...matter it's ok.....you don't like me back it's ok I just...and it's ok I sorry......." CALUM" "I didn't mean to and now things are going to be awkward " CALUM!" "im so sorry! " I babbled not hearing Luke.

"CALUM THOMAS HOOD!!" I stopped and looked staright at him wow he had gotten scarily close, I could feel his breath on my neck which made me shiver."Yes i'll go on a date with you......you were the guy I was talking about the one i'm in love with im in love with you..."

My heart skipped a beat did he just omg?? Luke Robert Hemmings just said he loves me.

Before I could reply he placed his lips on mine..softly and gently I kissed back quickly to let him know that I wanted it he smiled into it as did I.

"I love you too" I said as we pulled away for air before he pulled me back in to another short but meaningfull kiss.

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