Amnesia (5sos Cake ) BoyXBoy

Chp 19! The Last Chapter! :,(

THIS IS A DOUBLE UPDATE DONT FORGET ABOUT CHP 18!
CALUM'S P.O.V. :

The part few weeks passed way to quickly , I was glued to Luke's side 24/7 even more than usual which is hard to imagine I know, but I made it work ! Luke got a job working in TRAX the local music store stacking shelves counter work and also performing for an hour each day so therefore it pays we'll any tips when performing he gets to keep. I'm doing my best to get some money out if what we're earning to help .People think we're rich that's not entirely the truth just because we're popular or 'famous' doesn't mean were wealthy, people often get that mixed up or just assume.
Today was the day I say goodbye to Luke, my mum ,dad ,Mali my sister for over 2 years were coming to Australia near the end if our tour so i'll see them then and Luke will be rejoining us for those shows. "I love you as much as your love for penguins" I said holding Luke's hands in mine "wow that's a lot" he smirked "I love you as much as you love me and I know that's a lot" "Full of our self know are we!" I teased. He kissed me on the lips as I held his face in my hands feeling the warm embrace......(lol) deepening the kiss we pulled apart "Good Bye Calum" "Goodbye Luke"

* 1 AND A 1/2 YEARS LATER *
LUKE'S P.O.V :

Everything was planned everything was set, I was ready I hope he's ready...
I was sitting in a plane heading to New York the guys were playing a show and I was planning on surprising them with the bit of money I got to keep from my wages and money from my signing I managed to make up the money for flights to and from New York. Every few seconds I'd check my pocket feeling the wooden square box , I couldn't help but smile I was going to see Calum for the first time in over a year we talked everyday through text and social media but it's not the same. This was Dylan's Idea she's a romantic she wouldn't come across that way but she's as romantic as you can get! She recently produced a promise ring to Sarah by bringing her to the playground and the swing set on the same day and date they met like 10/11 years ago?
For me? it was all there the boat surrounded by flowers, illuminated by 100's of candles ,there was 2! Life jackets this time, pizza and the boat was attached to the shore so therefore we could only float out a certain distance I had security check that one for me....Lastly I had a ring it was going to be the date that failed that nearly ended us both twisted in to the one that was going to be are beginning.........

ASHTON'S P.O.V:

We were hanging out in the recording studio as Calum was working on a song he said he had the melody for ages but had no lyrics yet so we left him be.

"Random thought but isn't it extremely creepy how are parents ship is together?" I questioned Michael "Extremely!" He replied shaking his head. I laughed "In a way it's not that bad....... I know you have a GF but it's fun to think what a fucked up couple we'd be" I laughed he grinned "I would say we wouldn't be half bad" he winked "flirting now are we?" "Totally!" he said rolling his eyes. "No Michael No!" I screamed "Tiggle monster!!" He shouted "NO!" he chased me around the room ticking at my sides "Stop Mikey please!" I said during laughs "Magic words!" "Please? " " I said words!" "Please stop tickling me?" "No!" He said pinning me to the floor "Ouch!" "No!" "That wasn't a guess it was........" "Come on the magic words!?" I thought for a second this is what I came up with "Kiss me?" "Sure let's go with that" he said getting up pulling me with him.
"Ashton? Michael? Where's Calum?" are manger asked "In the other room why?" "Get him for me will you I need to tell you guys something" his voice was soft and croaky "Alright"
We got Callum and we all took a seat.
"Guys I have some upsetting news....Luke hasn't arrived yet and...."
"What do you mean?" Calum asked "he was supposed to be coming to stay for the few days you were here he clearly didn't tell you"
"OMG!" that's amazing!" I exclaimed
"REALLY!!" Calum said near tears he missed Luke so much.
"Hold up guys!" he was dead serious "A plane crashed on the way from Australia to New York about 1 hour ago....Lukes body was found on board the plane....and his...."
"NO YOUR LIEING NO HE WOULDN'T LEAVE US HE WOULDN'T IM NOT SITTING HERE LEAVING YOU LIE TO ME MAKING THIS UP ITS SICK! I'M GOING TO RING HIM AND SHOW YOU ALL UP! " Calum shouted pressing Luke's contact in his phone.... the line was dead.
"Calum?" I said through tears "Calum" I cried it was too late he was already on the floor hysterical. I went over a took him in my arms crying my self and Michael joined the huddle of three boys lying on the floor crying harder than I ever thought possible.......
CALUM'S P.O.V. :

"NO YOUR LIEING NO HE WOULDN'T LEAVE US HE IM NOT SITTING HERE LEAVING YOU LIE TO ME MAKING THIS UP ITS SICK! I'M GOING TO RING HIM AND SHOW YOU ALL UP! " I shouted he couldn't be dead he wouldn't leAve me he can't! I pressed his number waiting for the ringing sound to fill the room but it never came....
He...he's gone.....
I fell to my knees in a ball on the floor and started sobbing uncontrollably.
I could hear Ashton calling me he joined me on the floor Michael joining soon after. There was nothing left in this world that I cared that much about.... "I bought him a ring... I was going to purpose when we got back to Sydney , I love him so much and he's he's gone...." I took a deep breath " and I didn't get to say goodbye" I sobbed into Ashton's shoulder.

The airport was booked solid for three days even private planes or helicopters!

So therefore it is the day after Luke's funeral and burial when we arrived in Sydney .

We pulled up at the Hemmings household met by Liz, Andrew,Ben and Jack there was visible bags under their eyes and their pale complections showing they didn't get much sleep.
We talked cried ,cuddled ,hugged and talked through funny moments and memories.
I decided I wanted to go alone to the grave there's one more thing I need to do before I let go..... before I left I visited his room left un-touched the clothes he was wearing on the plane were laid across his bed along with pictures one of me and him kissing which was taken on his camera someone had blown it up. There was something bulging from his right pocket in his jeans I reached in to pull it out.

It was a ring......with a note "Hey cal u wana Marry me?" I read aloud laughing that's him alright awkward as hell like when he talks to the camera he talks like he's reading from a script which he's not.
(NOTE IS ABOVE)
I took out my ring from my pocket and put them side by side on his bed "I'm ready" I said aloud to my self taking both pair of rings piling into the car and arriving at the grave minutes later.I walked over to the freshly placed grave it broke my heart it was surrounded by candles, flowers,cards,plaques and fairy lights making it stand out. There was one spot left in the centre left because of the slight rise and fall of the soil.

I knelt down with my hands keeping me balanced and began crying once again.

I reached into my pocket and pulled out both boxes I placed them side by side in the centre and said
"I do Luke Hemmings I do"

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I was sitting alone at the pier overlooking the sea. According to Liz and Ben Luke had a date planned for us In the same spot where our second date went totally wrong. I had my guitar in my hand and I had finally put lyrics to the melody I made so long ago.... "It's called Amnesia I hope you like it" I spoke to no one in particular in away hoping that Luke could hear me.

I began strumming the guitar staring out to sea wondering where we would be if he was still here with me.

" I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted"

"I thought about our last kiss how it felt the way you tasted and even though your friends tell me your doing fine are you some where feeling lonely even though he's right beside you when he says those words that hurt you do you read the ones I wrote you.."

I sniffled but continued " at times I start to wonder was it just a lie if what we had was real how could you be fine..Cause I'm not fine at all.."

"I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the make up running down your face and the dreams you left behind you didn't need them like every single wish we ever made I wish that I could wake up with Amnesia...and forget about the stupid little things like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you and the memories I never can escape

By the end of it I was crying uncontrollably I felt like if I was never going to stop crying "How will I live with you! I can't I love you too much why? " I sobbed "But you will...Let it be" a voice said I looked around seeing nobody.....
And that is or was our wonderful story......
"If you love someone let them go"
If you think about if your ment to be your ment to be what the future holds is something unknown so don't limit it by limiting your self if you love someone say it! Think about it!!

Love you guys so much xx What you guys have done for this story amazes me! I'm so grateful! I'll write an epilogue and if you guys want to suggest what my next story will be based around you may x ok so...

THIS HAS BEEN AMNESIA !
SARAH XOX