Meant To Be Together.

Chapter 16.

Jummah Mubarak! Remember me in your prayers! ☺

Uzair.

I stood up and shake my hand with a small smile. I nodded at Henry and walk out with him. With a sigh, I step in the elevator when it came empty. I nodded as Henry starts telling me about my schedule for next week before the weekend starts tomorrow. 

When we reach our floor, I step out and went straight to my office. I drop the file on my desk and sit on my chair before leaning back with my eyes close. I am so tired and I can't wait for tomorrow to take some rest. With work in office and fight at home with Maham tired me out.

I know I shouldn't fight with her, but I can't help myself. I can't tell her about it. My heart nearly stops when I heard her saying at that she saw me at the mall last week, but I try my best to not let myself break in front of her. I just can't tell her about Zara and her baby yet. I need some more time to confess about it, but Maham is keep asking me about it. 

It is not easy for me to tell my wife about my first love and my past. She thinks that she knows about me, but she didn't. She only knew what I want her to know. No one never knows what is happening in my life beside Henry because he is the only one who help me out as he wouldn't leave me alone. 

"Sir?" I open my eyes and look at the person who I was thinking about. 

"What?" I sigh and start doing my work. I heard him coming closer and stand at the edge of the desk. 

"Is everything okay? I am seeing from the past few days that you aren't concentrating your work."

"Everything is fine. There is nothing like that." I says and read the content of the file. I heard him coming closer and shut the file, making me look up at him.

"I know you Uzair. Tell me the truth." He demanded and as much as I want to get mad, I can't. I sigh and rest my elbow on my desk and let my head fall on my open hands. I tell him everything. From start to end. 

How much I enjoy in Istanbul with Maham. How I get a call from Zara husband and he told me about my nephew's birth. How I lie to Maham because I don't what her to know about Zara yet. How we fight that night and still fighting about that. He keeps listening and nodded along with me. When I finish telling him, I saw him thinking about it.

"I don't know how to make things right. I want to tell her about my past, but I am scared that she will misunderstand about my feelings. I am scared to tell her that somewhere deep inside me, I still have feelings for Zara."

"But you can't let her away from the truth for a long time. You have to tell her soon because if she know about it from someone else, then it will ruin everything." He says making me nod. 

"You are right. I have to tell her. It is her right to know about my past, but how I don't know." I groaned and glared at Henry when he chuckled.