That summer.

Chapter 8: makeup??

*1 week later*

•Alyssa's pov•

I really miss Ronnie but I know we need time apart. I miss his hugs and his voice. I miss havering him there for me when I'm down. I miss my bestfriend. My love. My everything. I need to call him.

Alyssa: Ronnie?

Ronnie: Alyssa. I miss you.

Alyssa: I miss you too.

Ronnie: we need to meet up and talk.

Alyssa: come over in an hour?

Ronnie: okay.

I need Ronnie in my life. He has always been in my life. And I realize now that I can't live with out him.

•Ronnie's pov•

I can't wait to go see Alyssa. But I don't know how to tell her that I did something's with my ex. Nothing major but still. I love Alyssa and it will be so hard to tell her because I know it's going to hurt her. But I have to. It is the right thing to do.

*1 hour later*

Alyssa opened the door and I came in. We sat no the couch. She gave me a hug. Damn did I miss her hugs.

Ronnie: hey.

Alyssa: hey.

Ronnie: so there are something's I need to tell you.

Alyssa: okay.

Ronnie: okay so don't do anything or say anything just listen. So we haven't talked in like almost 2 weeks now. It has been the worst few weeks I have has in a long time. I partied. I drank. A lot. I smoked. A lot. And My ex ,brittany, called me and wanted to hang out. So I said okay and her parents were gone so I went over to her house. We drank a lot and got really drunk. And we messed around a couple times. I'm so sorry.

Alyssa: * starts crying* I can't believe this.

Ronnie: don't get mad. You were the one that wanted to take time apart and I got lonely.

Alyssa: Ronnie I understand. I just thought you would fight for me.

Ronnie: well I thought you didn't want me anymore.

Alyssa: Ronnie I told you I still love you.

Ronnie: sorry.

Alyssa: don't be sorry. You obviously didn't care enough about me to think of how much what you were doing would hurt me.

Ronnie: I didn't think of it like that

Alyssa: I don't think you thought at all.

Ronnie: I have a lot going on in my life right now Alyssa.

Alyssa: and I don't?

Ronnie: people deal with things differently.

Alyssa: I can see.

Ronnie: I really fucked it up thi time.

Alyssa: Ronnie it--

I left Alyssa's house. I drove home and went up to my room and laid in bed. What the hell is going on. I can't do this anymore. Without her my life has no meaning or happiness. I need to get my mind off of things. I reached under my bed and pulled out a bottle of alcohol. It was half full. I drank it all. I can't believe myself. I picked up the bottle and threw it at the wall. I started flipping things over and punching the wall. I went into the bathroom and looked at myself. I hated what I saw. I punched the mirror. My hands and arms are all cut up and swollen. I couldn't stop. My little sister came into my room.

Ari: *crying* Ronnie what happened. Are you okay?

Ronnie: GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE RiGHT NOW!

Ari: RONNIE STOP PLEASE!

Ronnie: I SAID GET OUT!!

Ari ran out. Dad came in the room and just stood there. He walked over to me and hugged me and told me everything was going to be okay. Alyssa walked in.

Alyssa: Ari called me and asked me to come over.

Ronnie: dad can you please go.

Alyssa: Ronnie why?

Ronnie: I couldn't stop.

Alyssa: are you drunk?

Ronnie: I don't know. I'm so used to being drunk I don't know anymore.

Alyssa: babe. Come here. Come to my house. Get away from all of this.

•Alyssa's pov•

Ronnie came over an it was silent. I cleaned him up and we laid down. We didn't talk. It was just silent. A good silence. I leaned over to him and took his hand and held it. He ran his fingers through my hair and stared at me.

Ronnie: I love you Alyssa. I can't see my life without you in it.

Alyssa: I love you too but I hate when we argue like we have been.

He kissed me on the forehead and fell sleep. I fell asleep shortly after that. When I woke up he was still asleep. I rubbed his chest and brought my hand lower. I could feel that he had a bulge and I started rubbing it. He moaned and started to take off his pants. He still had his boxers in so I sat on top of him and started grinding on his bulge. He took off my shirt and my bra. He pulled me off of him and he got on top of me. He was grinding on me and playing with my boobs. I took off my shorts and panties. He started licking my spot and it felt so good. He took off his boxers and I sat up and started "giving him head" after a couple of minuets he put on a condom and laid me down. He put his member all the way inside of me. And his dick is pretty big. It felt so good. He went slow at first and then faster. "DAMN PAPI!!" I yelled. "You like that lil mamma?

He asked. I just looked at him and he leaned down and kissed me. He kept going until he was finished. After he got cleaned up he asked me to take a shower with him. So we got in the shower. After we were done we got out and got dressed. We decided to go get some dinner from a local restaurant and then we went to the park. It was dark outside and the stars looked amazing. We laid on the hood of the car and held hands and just looked at the stars.

We talked for a while and then went home. I took off my shorts and shirt and put on one of Ronnie's shirts. He took off his shirt and pants and was just in his boxers. I went to the bathroom and got some medicine because I had cramps then I went and laid in bed. Ronnie ran his hand up my stomach and started feeling my boobs and it was turning me on and he knew it. I ran my hand down to his member and started rubbing it. After he got hard he started rubbing my spot and slipped two fingers inside if me.

•Ronnie's pov•

I started fingering Alyssa until she was really wet. Then she got on top of my and started riding me. I played with her boobs and smacked her butt. She kept moaning and I was about to cum. She went faster until I exploded inside of her. She laid down beside me and I started eating her out. She kept moaning and moaning until I made her cum. She went and took a quick shower and then got back into bed.

When I woke up the next morning she wasn't in bed or the bathroom. I walked downstairs and it smelled amazing. She was cooking. She was making eggs, bacon, waffles and it all looked so good. I walked up behind her and hugged her. I looked in the fridge and got out some juice. I poured us both a glass and put the glasses on the table. She brought everything over and we ate. It was so good!

Alyssa: so last night was amazing.

Ronnie: I know. I haven't felt that much love in a while.

Alyssa: did you like breakfast?

Ronnie: yes. It was amazing!

Alyssa: well I'm glad you liked it. Now you can do the dishes.

Ronnie: what. Girl your crazy if you think I'm gonna do that.

Alyssa: how about we do them together.

Ronnie: deal.

Alyssa: okay. Thanks babe.

After we finished doing the dishes and cleaning up downstairs we went out back and sat by the pool and talked.