That summer.

Chapter 9: explinations

Alyssa: so Ronnie I really like you and I want to be with you but I don't want to be with you if we are always going to fight.

Ronnie: I know how you feel Alyssa and I really hate fighting with you and then getting mad at myself and then drinking.

Alyssa: I think there are something's we can personally improve on. I feel like we argue over small stuff that can simply be fixed.

Ronnie: I agree. And I need to start by stop drinking. Lately I have just been trying to drink my problems away. But it just numbs the pain and makes the problems worse.

Alyssa: and I need to stop being so down. I feel like the past couple if weeks I have been looking at only the negative things. I need to start finding positives in everything. And I need to start keeping a journal. I find that when I write about stuff it helps me.

Ronnie: and we need to start talking about stuff instead if keeping it inside and then letting it all out it once.

Alyssa: Ronnie I love you and want to work things out. I want you to always be in my life. I want to have an amazing future with you.

Ronnie: I love you too. And I can't wait to have a lifetime of love and happiness with you.

We went inside and decided to ask Derek and Andrea if they wanted to hang out.

•Alyssa's pov•

I'm going to call Andrea and see if they want to hang out today.

Andrea: hey!

Alyssa: hey! Do you and Derek want to hang out with me and Ronnie today?

Andrea: did Derek not talk to Ronnie?

Alyssa: no what happened?

Andrea: I fucked up really bad. I wish I wouldn't have done what I did.

Alyssa: what did you do? Want to come over and talk about it?

Andrea: yea I will be there in 30 minuets.

Alyssa: okay I will see you then. Drive save.

Andrea: okay bye.

Alyssa: bye.

I walked over to Ronnie and told him what she had said and that she is going to come over.

Ronnie: well shit. Okay let me call Derek and just tell him to meet me at my house.

Alyssa: okay. I guess Andrea do something really bad.

Ronnie: well I will talk to Derek about it.

Alyssa: okay so I will see you later tonight?

Ronnie: yea. Love you.

Alyssa: love you too.

He gave me a kiss and then left. I walked up stairs an cleaned up my room. I turned on some music and then went downstairs to wait for Andrea. A few minuets later she was here. She ran up to me crying and gave me a hug. We went upstairs to my room and started talking.

Alyssa: calm down. It's okay.

Andrea: no it's not. It's not okay. I'm not okay.

Alyssa: what happened?

Andrea: so me and Derek got in a fight a few days ago. I got mad and left. I called one of my best guy friends over. And we had sex. Derek called me while we were doing it and I thought I pressed decline but I guess I pressed answer and he heard everything. And later I got a very long message from him and he was so mad and Hirt and I felt really bad. So me and Brian, my best guy friend, have been hooking up and the other day Derek walked in on us. And Derek got so mad. He beat Brian up and then left my house and I haven't heard from him since then.