That summer.

Chapter 17: mistakes

•Alyssa's pov•

when we got to Ronnie's place to put all the camping stuff up. I wanted him,More than I have ever wanted him.

Alyssa: baby can we take a break and just go clean up and then finish?

Ronnie: yeah. Lets go take a shower.

Alyssa: together? Please?

Ronnie: sure I'm down for it.

I could already see the bulge growing in his pants. Just what I want. We went upstairs to his room and got undressed and then we walked over to the bathroom that's in his room. We made sure to lock his bedroom door incase some one comes home. We got into the bathroom and I brushed my teeth with the spare toothbrush he had and then he brushed his teeth and then we got in. When we got in the shower I took my hair out of the braid it was and let it fall down my back. I put my head under the water and got my hair and body wet. I switched places with Ronnie and he did the same.

Ronnie: babe let me wash your hair.

Alyssa: why?

Ronnie: I don't know. I have always wanted to.

Alyssa: okay go ahed.

Ronnie put shampoo in my hair and massaged it in. He washed my hair and then I started rensing it out. As I had my hands up rinsing out my hair Ronnie came close to me and put his body onto mine. I wrapped my arms around him and laid my head on his chest. I felt at home when I'm in his arms. We stayed like that for a while an then he washed his hair and we washed our body's and got out. I loved the look of Ronnie's hair when it's wet. I ran my hand through it and then I took my towel and put it on his head and towel dried his hair. We got dressed and then finished putting everything up. We went back up to his room and laid on his bed. He took his shirt off and I ran my hand up and down his stomach and chest. I got on top of him. I leaned forward and started kissing him. He ran his hands down my back and then he smacked my butt. It made me jump a little and I could feel him smiling through the kiss. He still had his hands on my butt and he would squeeze it every once in a while. When things got intense I stood up and shut his door and locked it. I went back to his bed and laid down beside him and he got on top of me. He started grinding on me. And he got really into it. He stopped and just laid down beside me.

Alyssa: what's wrong?

Ronnie: something doesn't feel right.

Alyssa: what do you mean?

Ronnie: I feel like our relationship is being held together by sex.

Alyssa: and?

Ronnie: I mean I love it but I don't want our relationship to go downhill again.

Alyssa: babe I love it too but know I would give up anything and do anything just to be with you and keep you happy.

Ronnie: and I would do the same for you Alyssa. And I've notices that we have been getting back into our old ways of drinking and smoking.

Alyssa: yeah. I'm not too proud of that.

Ronnie: I understand every once in a while its okay but we are gonna ruin our bodies.

Alyssa: I know. Ronnie I'm gonna go home.

Ronnie: do you want me to go with?

Alyssa: no I just want to be alone.

Ronnie: okay well call me if you want me to come over or if you need something.

Alyssa: okay. I love you.

Ronnie: I love you too.

I left his house and I just decided to walk home.

*15 minuets later*