Broken Hearted

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Lexa's P.O.V.:

"I, I just can't take it anymore" I cried hugging Izzy and Avery.

"He's just a jerk!" Izzy re assured me.

"How could he!" Avery said angrily.

I hated crying but I couldn't help it. The tears kept pouring out. Last night after the party. Louis got drunk. Really drunk. I guess he's an angry drunk because he just flipped out. Every word flashed through my mind, like a broken record player that just replayed the same part over and over. He called me ugly, told me I was worthless. But thats not what hurt. He told me if we were ever going to keep dating, he couldn't go public about it, because I embarrassed him. He didn't want anyone to know he was dating me. That hurt because I thought we had something real. That wasn't real. He wanted to keep our relationship a secret, because he was embarrassed? I didn't understand what I did. I knew he was drunk, but I don't think it made him lie, I think it made him tell the truth.

"We should go set him straight!" Izzy and Avery both agreed.

"No no no" I cried. "I never want to see him again. I gave him a second chance and he blew it. Thats all i know. Thats all that matters. Its over and I told him that. Whats done is done" I sighed

"Well you did the right thing" Avery said

"But if it was right? Why does it feel so wrong"

"I had to do the same thing. I thought I loved Nick. But I knew I had to leave him" Izzy said

"But you had someone there for you when it happened" i said

"And were here for you!" Avery told me.

I told them I needed to be alone. They understood. Music always helped me to calm down. I put on "Amnesia" by 5sos. I couldn't believe Louis was embarrassed to be dating me. He didn't even tell the 5sos boys. Thats how I knew he wasn't lying.

The song was so sad it made me cry harder. It was about the boy being sad the girl left. Even though I left Louis, he probably didn't care at all. It made me realize. I shouldn't be sad, he's probably not. The words of the song were sad, but I guess they sort of helped. It described just how I was feeling, it helped me to know I wasn't alone. Others felt the same. I just wished Louis felt the same.

Louis's P.O.V.:

"You really screwed up man." All the boys told me.

"I- I know. And the worst part is. None of it was true. She probably believed it." I sighed.

"I know Lexa. She's not coming back too easily. She just gave you a second chance. You blew it man" Liam said.

"Shes probably fine right now. She was right to leave me. I don't deserve her" I paused "I just need her."

"Why did you get drunk man?" Niall asked

"Don't even ask that! You get drunk all the time! You too Liam!" I snapped

"Calm down mate! You gonna hit us now?" Harry said. I remembered when Lexa said that. She was right. I did get angry too easily. She brought out the best of me. Now she's just gone.

"This is your fault!" I pointed at Harry

"Mine?" He asked

"Yeah! Your the one who invited them! If you hadn't none of this would have happened! None of us wanted them to go!" I yelled

"Speak for yourself!" Liam snapped

"Yeah! I loved having Avery there. I probably would have gotten drunk if she wasn't there." Niall said

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