Isabella's P.O.V.:
After I told Harry I wanted to take a while to, forget about Nick. I thought I would feel better. But I felt worse. The more I thought about him, the more I realized how much I did like him. I wasn't sure at first, but I knew it now. He made me feel so special, i knew he would never treat me like Nick. But, at the same time I was scared. I guess just scared of falling in love again. And then loosing him. At the same time I think you take that risk with everything. Playing a sport you love, doing a job you love, being with a person you love. Theres always, always, a chance of loosing that thing you love. Life is full of chance, it's all about the choices you make. It's about taking risks. If they pay off or not, may or may not be up to you. All you can decide is what your taking the risk for. I know it sounds kinda dumb, but I heard that one on a tv show. "you go outside you risk your life... Nowadays you breath and you risk your life. The only thing you can choose is what your risking it for." The show was about a zombie apocalypse, but what he said is true. I guess it makes sense to look at a relationship like that. Because, if you don't believe the person is worth the risk. Then it probably wasn't meant to be. If you love them, you can't be afraid of loosing them. You just have to be prepared for it.
All these thoughts spun around my head like mad. It almost made me dizzy. All the thinking hurt. Because I wasn't sure. I wasn't sure if it was worth the risk.
Lexas POV
This week was very depressing thanks to Louis. On Monday I basically ate my feelings and devoured probably like 5 containers of Ben and Jerry's ice cream. On Tuesday I slept all day. Literally. On Wednesday I watched Despicable Me 2 and ate sour patch kids. On Thursday and Friday I sat there all day stalking celebrities on Twitter. Yesterday, Saturday, I watched Titanic and cried. Now it's Sunday. Louis decided to call. I listened to his voicemail. He said: "Lexa, what I did was wrong. I know you don't trust me and you never want me in your life again, but I love you. What I did was bullshit and I've been a real jerk to you. I've been thinking of how much I miss you all week. You need to hear this and just know that I will always love you. No matter what. Forever. Goodbye Lex." I could hear him filling up with tears. I couldn't help but start crying. I can't be sure if he's lying or not. I put on good girls by 5sos and layed my head on my pillow. I heard knocking at the door but ignored it and fell asleep.
Louis POV
Lexa hasn't returned my call yet. Should i call again? what do I do? News spreads out fast. As soon as I got onto twitter there were millions of people tweeting about how I hurt Lexa and hate on me and even her. This has gone too far. I drove to her house and knocked on the door. No one answered. I found a ladder in the back yard and climbed to her bedroom window. There she was. She looked so peaceful sleeping. There we're tissues all over the bed. But something caught my eye. There was a tiny cut on her arm. No no no no no! This can't be happening. I knocked on the window and she was starting to wake up. I opened the window and climbed in. "Lex" I whispered. She groaned and turned in her bed. Her eyes fluttered open. They immediately went wide. She was scared. She fell out of her bed and scurried to the corner of her room. I cornered her so she couldn't leave. I got very close to her. She was feeling for the doorknob. I need her to trust me. I leaned In about to kiss her but she turned her head. I didn't let her move. I looked her straight in the eyes. There was fear in her eyes. I softened up. "Lex" I whispered. She ran for the door. "Please" I said in a calm voice. "I'm scared of you Louis" Those words broke my heart. She walked out of the house and went to Liam's house. She's scared of me. "I'm scared of you Louis" Replayed over and over in my head. This was the worst feeling ever.
