The Bad Boys Touch.

Chapter 10

My life hates the way I am taking it right now !

It has been since this morning. Zach trapped me and thats all my stalk needs is to find us together and him pinning me to the wall they could see it in the day light as it is at the shit school and where everyone is walking by and in their own little worlds of gossip or just palin catch up. " What do you want ? " I spat out as I looked into his eyes. His eyes showed hurt and confusion but I chose to ignore instead of feeling guilty. " Why aren't you speaking to me ? " He askes. I chose to ignore his question and think about how I am going to metion it to him but here it goes. " Zach. This isn't working for me. I just want to keep it friends, I am sorry. " I said as I looked at his hand. I wanted to catch his attention but I didn't. Fuck ! I look in his eyes to see hurt.

" Why ? What have I done ? I thought you liked me. " I wanted to tell him the truth about the stalker but I didn't have the nerves and all I did was duck under his arms and leave him there with hjis arms up against the wall. Today it was Friday so I could hide my soul under the bed and sleep all weekend and that sounded like heaven right now but first I have to finish this crappy day. I went to my locker once again to get my books for the lessons of today. I grabbed my books to find a bright pink sticki note with the same hand writing as my stalker or as most people know her by 'the bitch of the school'. This time the note was more arrgresive. This is what it saids:

" I am watching you remember or don't you as you and your lover boy or should I say fucker boy are hanging out and acting like no one knows but trust me everyone knows. He hates you ask him or can't you as you don't want your dream world to end. I think of the last choice because I know what i would pick. Be warned I am warning you I am watching you and I want my sweet sweet revenge. Love ya xxxxx

p.s note the sacrasim.  ;).

Once again after reading it. I crunched it up inot a little ball and chucked it back in the bin with the words still stuck in my head like they were a a scar. I walked to next lesson as I wanted no human contact and no talking. I want my own company as my mind thinks through the random situations as the day goes on.

Here I am where I just think like I am doing it right now whilst trying to do some homework what will be due monday. I like doing early as then you have nothing to do at the weekend and with what I have planned for the weekend. I want nothing to do with school, boys or my life at that matter. It was now 5pm and I haven't had any contact with anyone and I was grateful but also I think I hurt Zach a little more then I thought as he hasn't said anything to anyone or me. I knew this because I heard all the fake girls gossiping about him. What a suprise they probably ran after him asking if he was okay whilst showing as much flesh as they can when he didn't take a notice.

All I did was laugh in my head at the time and act like it had nothing to do it and everyone ignored me which was good as most of the time I can't hide a lie or act well that's why I didn't take drama. But now I think over and over about the moment when he was inchews away from me and I miss his minty breath brush against my shoulder, neck and face. I know that is a werid thing to miss but that's probably what I enjoyed the most and now I can't even have a fan of mint blown in my face because I don't have him.

Now over thinking stuff it has gone 2 hours and the libary will be closing soon. Fuck ! It is getting dark anything could happen but did I care ? No. I hurt my first ever crush who I have been liking for 3 years and I had all what I wanted and I had to end it because of this stupid jealous, hormonal stalker otherwise know as bitch. Why did she do it ? Was she really jealous as I can't see her being jealous of a nerd girl getting kisses of a popular dude. Can you ?

Before the liberan can kick me out. I am already out walking with guilt over my shoulder and I hate it. Why did I do that though ? You stupid bitch ! As I walk in the lit streets by the cars and the street lamps which show my long, thoughtful path which will becoming at the end as I have to cross the road by the traffic lights which were about 2 mintues away. I carried on thinking and walking with guilt and diapointment follow me slowly as slow as my mood turned happy which will be in like 10 years so you can image how slow it really is. As I come to the stop, press the silver button and wait for the red man to become happy and green which showed me it was clear to go. A few seconds later, the green man appered which made me cross the road without thinking until.......