The Bad Boys Touch.

Chapter 13

I lied in my bed thinking but couldn't as all my body was shutting off and showing bad signs of improvement. They have put me more on some medicne but it looks like it has made a turn for the worst and made me worse instead of better. I remember hearing them talking to Heather and Andy to see if they wanted to stop the life support or just change the m which they did in the end so now if I die, it's because of them a minor bit and whoever put in this stupid coma at the start was to blame the most.

As they think my last days are coming, they have invited friends to come in but no one has come. What a surprise ! Zach hasn't even come so he must be fucking up a innocent girl who fell for his charms. As my conscious self found the energy to move about. It did so and walked around my private room as I waited of a show of face when I saw a stranger walking through the door who I have never ever seen before. Are they going to stop my life support and make me die with all this pain ? As I watched their every foot movement, they made their way to the chair next to my bed far away from my life support.

They sat down in tears already. Who the fuck is it ? Should I know them ? This female figure had a couple tatto's in random places like one her shoulder with a name on top of the design. Her face looked like death literally, I mean like there were bags under her eyes and wrinkles on her forehead but she wasn't old. They might just be stress wrinkles like I get someti-

This person was my mum and if I was alive I would give her the silent treatment which I sort of am doing but she knows I am listening and slap her in the face for leaving at a young age, lost and confused. I hate her soo much that I would kick her out if I could but wait what's that oh yeah, I am lying in my death bed bascially right now. How did she know I was here ? Does she know what happen ? Who told her ?

I stood by my bed waiting for her to explain herself and see if she will do anything expect for speak so once again I watch her every move. " Leia Jane Whiteman," Wait.. I have a different name but why did my adopted parents change it ? Did my mum ask them to or did they just do it because then they can really think of me as their real child. I actually like this one better then Lacey as that does not suit me but Leia. I love.

" the most beauitful thing I gave up it looks like even with the tubes in you,you look beauitful as ever. You have to hear me out babe ? " She questioned as she took a deep breath in she contuiened. " I gave you up because stuff came on fast and the arguements me and your dad were having were out of control, I shall tell you something. He abused me. He abused me to have you and I don't regret it but he also abused me for other things and one of them was to give you up. He just wanted me for the sex, prengancy and the birth and then I was out of your life. This is heart breaking for me to see you like this with someone who you don't actually know when your dad forced me to give you up and he lied. He said he would look after you, give you the best life in the world but no. That has't happened and I wish I could take it all back and still have you in my arms all safe. "

Once hearing her out my heart beat went up a little. Was this a good sign or a bad one ? As my mum heard it she couldn't help but smile. I guess it was a good thing. She grabbed hold of my hand and looked like she would never let go which warmed my heart a little. She does regret her history. I am dying to ask her questions about her drugs and see if that was a lie in all but I couldn't as I lied there. I stalked up to my bed and tried shaking my body but it wasn't working, whatever I touched they wouldn't feel it and the other people around them would never see it. All they could do was image what I would be doing in this situation and that I am healthy and well.

My mum lets go of my hand down gently like if she dropped it. It would go into a millon little pieces like glass. As she rasied from her chair she bent down to kiss my forehead and whisper " When you wake up and trust me you will as I believe in you. Come and find me as I know you will want answers. "

She leaves and 10 mintues later, my fake family come in once again. Heather whispers to Andy " I knew letting Abbie come in would do her some good. Look at her heartbeat. " She smiled as she walked into the chair my atual mum just sat in. Nady chuckled ever so slighty and then replied with " Yeah bu how long is this good hearbeat going to go no for ? A few hours, days. It is not final until she wakes up which might be never. " His smiled went straight into a forwn like mine did with the thought of What a dick that man is.

Once I am out of here I am ditching this shitty fake family and finding my mum if that means moving then that means moving whether everyone will like it or hate it. As right now I am hating my family and my friends at school. The only person I enjoy right now is Zach and he is upset so he could find a girl under the unhappiness and fall in love with her. This breaks my heart but it is the truth and I might have to accept it and carry on with my life with my actual mum.

If Zach has a problem, he would have to deal with it or come with me and have our own little adventure whether my mum lives.