She's Outta Your League

Is it the End?

He doesn't like me , my love for him is fading away ,Conrad's friendship with me is ruined by his mom . Everything is in the drain , our good days , our days , the days when we used smile like crazy , HA! We looked like physcopaths and .. I loved it .

              Those days when we had no problem , see those 2 brothers fight like real shit . Aha ! It was truly funny . But now it's just all gone in a blink , when l realised I was just having flashbacks of those days . Those were golden days . Like real golden days . To be honest , those were the best days of my entire life . I wouldn't be so hurt if l had just left things really at "Hello" . I wish I could rewind . I wish I could go back and solve everything for the better of our future . But no. Some things are meant to happen and me as a positive person , I ain't giving up on them . No way! They helped me out of depression , no way am I letting them go away just like this! Like a snap! No way it's happening ! I'm gonna fight back . Fight back for them . They made me smile every time we texted each other . We had such a good life ! I'm not letting it go to the negative days . I still have time , yes truly indeed I still have time to save them from falling apart ! I . Do . Have . Time .

         "This is called friendship for me"

I get out of the shower ,the place for my thinking , go out of the bathroom and get ready for facing the world , just to save those 2 people , when l didn't leave things just at "Hello"  and I'm grateful that i didn't leave things there ! I'm happy to have them in my life and no matter what , I'm gonna fight back ! Just the 3 of us against this world . I get out and wear my clothes , go to church and hunt down Comrade , even though our Sunday is going to reopen on the 18th of July. I am still hunting for him . No sign of him . Did something happen ?