Welcome to My Notebook.

My Wonder Woman

I'm lost in the moment, I'm lost in an infinity of moments.

I'm deeply sadden by past mistakes, of not cashing in on my many golden breaks.

My souls shakes with the force of a million earthquakes, whenever you enter in my presence.

I view you has the ultimate blessing, I constantly see you in my imagination. I think of you on a daily basis.

Every night, I lay in my bed contemplating if I should display the the courage, and introduced myself to the woman of my dreams.

But every time that you come near, I feel a bulge down in my jeans.

I cannot help but be excited. You're so damn beautiful. You're like the perfect portrait.

I lay restless at night thinking of cheesy pickup lines like, "Hey Mrs. Houdini, how did you manage to escape the gates of heaven, and if time is the most valuable thing that we own, then I want to give you every second?"

I noticed and fall in love with the minute details about you, and I'm starting to feel that I cannot live without you.

But why does my confidence hinder me? Why can I not tell you how I really feel?

I've written you a thousand love letters, but I just haven't had the courage to deliver them.

So as these stacks of letters pile up, I'm anxiously hoping that my confidence will dial up.

I wonder if you even know that I'm crushing on you. I'm wondering if you know that you're constantly on my mind.

I use to play out scenarios in my head on why you couldn't be mines.

But no more day dreaming or backing down. I think it's time that I finally tell you the truth, that I want you, I need you, you make my world go around, I've been feeling you for awhile, and I'm hoping for a chance to permanently make you smile.

I do not know what you're going to say, or if the feeling is even going to be reciprocated.

I just want to finally release these caged thoughts from my vault, there's nothing like the freedom of ridding yourself of the things that are being imprisoned inside of you.

So I grab my pen and I write, until the morning turns into night.

And tomorrow when the sun rises again, I will relieve myself from this heavy burden on my chest.

I hope to hear from you soon, my sun, my moon, my world.