hey guys !! im scared for izzy . i dont want her to get hurt . she deserves all of the happiness . :(
peach scone - hobo johnson
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IZZY
I need to get out of this fucking room. I've been in here for the past 3 days. I haven't eaten. I haven't slept. I just keep thinking. Not of anything specific. Of just, random things. I don't even remember the last time I smiled.
Bonnie walks into the room, checking on me like she's been doing once or twice an hour since Austin died. She smiles at me.
"You okay? Need anything? Water? Food? A hug?" she asks. It's cute how she's so concerned with me.
"A hug please." I respond, which has been the first time I said a word since Austin died.
She walks over, still smiling, and wraps her arms around me. Just the presence of her in the room makes me feel safe, comforted, okay. She makes me feel at least a little bit alive. She makes me want to smile, but I still can't bring myself to smile. I just close my eyes, and doze off for the first time since Austin died. It's my fault. I could've saved him, but I didn't.
"Izzy? Izzy..?" I realize Bonnie's trying to get my attention. I look up at her, concentrated in what she's trying to say. "I-I...." I look at her confused. She's struggling to say something. "Nevermind. Want me to bring you to the park? You haven't been outside since... Nevermind... Let's just go to the park. You want to come, or do you want to get some rest?" she asks. Of course I want to go. It's with her. I mean... I don't like her or anything... She's just a really good, supportive friend. I nod my head. She smiles, and puts her hand out to help me stand up. She skips down the hallway, and down the stairs, while I slowly walk behind her. I catch a glimpse of Lola but try to avoid eye contact. Bonnie makes me feel so , safe. She makes me feel happy when I have no reason to be. But I don't like her. I don't think I do. Do I? We get into her car, and I put on my seatbelt, and look at Bonnie as she's starting the car. She looks so beautiful with the sunlight shining in her face. She always looks so beautiful. I don't like her. No. I don't. All I'm feeling at this point is confusion.
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I SHIP IT SO MUCH FUCK . Anyways , I'll write chapter 9 later. Bye bye , loves .❤️
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