Bad turns into good

Chapter two

I grab my book bag and head for the door, my "dad" is passed out on the couch and dosent even hear me leave. I walk the mile and a half to school with my coffee in hand, all by myself is how I like it. At school I'm not popular at all, barely even recognized.

All of my classes go my slow, and now lunch. I went outside on a bench by the garden with my little to nothing lunch. I had a bottle of water, and a bagel, which I are barely any of it. The sight of food makes me wasn't to vomit.

My headphones as loud as the can be, Gerard's lovey voice-

''And if your heart stops beating

I'll be here wondering

Did you get what you deserve?

The ending of your life

And if you get to heaven

I'll be here waiting, babe

Did you get what you deserve?''

My school day ends with art. I draw a lot actually.. Today I drew a pair of hands holding a heart, and behind it was heart beats..

I walk to the store grab some tea, and head for the park. I sit on the edge of the rocks looking deep into the water.

Headphones still in, and just deep thinking is all that is happening.. I grab my cat(razor) and start to play(cut) with her. She's so gentle, and such a cutie! I put my cat back in her case and started to walk back home.

Once I get home I jumped right into the shower. When I finished I put on my batman shorts and a black long sleeved tee.

Still not sight of my dad, I go downstairs get a glass of water and my sleeping pills and drifted off to sleep.