Even If I Die, It's You •MarkJin•

,Hyung.

"Jinyoungie, look here." Mark called him to take a picture at their new house, they were arranging their things when Mark found a camera and take a pictures around the house.

Mark found Jinyoung was arranging the curtain on the door way to balcony,  view is perfect so Mark as a romantic person, he took a picture of Jinyoung standing there.

Jinyoung look at him, he smiled when he saw Mark was taking a picture and when Mark was done, he hit Mark is on the arms as the older chuckles.

"Don't do that, I'm not ready." Jinyoung said and Mark only laughs at him and kissed his cheeks.

When they're done arranging their stuffs, they rest on the big sofa, as usual, Jinyoung being clingy, he was hugging Mark while his head resting on Mark's chest, listening to its heartbeat.

"Hyung!?" Jinyoung gets back to reality, waking up to his slumber and realization hits him.

He was gone, he will never comeback. Mark left, he's gone almost a week now. But Jinyoung seems like he will never come out to their room, he was smelling Mark's pillow, remembering his smell, his warmth. He miss Mark.

Tears of sadness and mourn escape from his eyes, he can't stop thinking about him, he wants him back.

The strong feeling of sadness only he felt right now. Finding he used to do with him on their free time, scanning the room only reminds him of Mark, only him. The memories still there and will remain as a memories.

Hugging the pillow, he felt a paper underneath of it, he movr his hand to analyze it, he took the white and folded paper.

It was Mark's letter.

He opened it with a hope still giving hum the courage, but there's no way, he can't do anything.

My Jinyoungie,

So you found this? I miss you, I'm sure I'm gone when you found this, right? I'm sorry for not telling you, I'm scared, i don't want you to worry about me. Jinyoung, I wish i could meet you in our next life, in that time, i will promise i will never leave you anymore. I want to marry you. But still impossible to do that. Please, go on with life, i will watch over you. You still didn't eat right? I know you Jinyoungie, when we have a fight you didn't eat. So eat now, i don't want you to have a sick. Always bring an umbrella when you're going outside, I'm not there anymore to get you. Don't forget to wake up in the morning, I'm not there anymore to wake you up. Jinyoung, I love you so much and I'm sorry. Until we meet again.

After reading those words, he cried silently, he's alone now. He feels incomplete without Mark in his life. He don't know what to do anymore. He really miss Mark, really much, he want to hug him, kiss him, and say I love you.

END

Edit: July 5, 2020

I'm gonna unpublish  this soon, and also my other GOT7 fics. I think I'm gonna move them to another account?