thunderstorms (dan howell fanfic)

the aftermath of the kitchen incident

DAN'S POV:

I went onto younow because I had nothing better to do and started scrolling through the broadcasters, when all of a,sudden one appeared on my screen.

"hi cyberspace," I heard her shakey breath like it was my own

''as you can see I have decided to fulfil your comments and well, kill myself,"

I wanted to believe this was a hoax. But I just couldn't.

''its quite simple really, I just quite simple really, I just put my head through the noose that I'm making here. like so,'' I ran out of the room. This girl was to beautiful to die.

I ran out of the apartment that I shared with my flatmate Phil. I ran down the stairs and burst through the door. I saw her in her kitchen. I would've mistaken her for an angel if it hadn't been for the rope and the chair about to be kicked from under her feet. I did the only thing I could think of to save her.

I tackled her.

She fell to the ground and closed her eyes. When they opened again I was granted the glorious site of seeing them. They had an outer ring of dark blue and the inside was like grey. But it just went straight from dark blue to grey.

"you're beautiful." Was all I managed to choke out after what felt like hours of deadly silence.

'Dan you twat!! You only talked to this girl once, and you come on strong!?'

But I had seen her before, and this may sound stalkerish, but I seen her everyday.

I knew she was getting a hard time over her video's, and I could see her willpower fading, and I didn't do anything.

stupid, stupid Dan

Then she said the words that broke my heart.

"Get off me Dan."

Although she knew my name without me even introducing myself to Claire ever, she didn't seem to like me.

"Leave my apartment now Dan" she said pointing to the open door

"No" was all I managed to say before I built up confidence "You just tried to hang yourself, and now you want me to leave you alone here? No way, never, not happening. Not unless I take every harmful thing out of here. Which by the looks of it is everything here!" I said indicting everything with my hands.

CLAIRE'S POV

He smirked after he made weird hand gestures. That smirk made me melt.

I would never say, but I watched his videos and watched him from afar. My heart almost burst when he didn't leave. It made me think that he might've cared.

But I soon remembered that no one cared about me. Not a single soul.

I twisted my lip ring a few times before talking

"Well then what are we going to do? You cant stay here forever and in case you've forgotten, I actually live here."

He just smiled at me and said.

"I can wait."

whatever that was supposed to mean.

A/N. HEY GUYS YOU KNOW I LOVE YOUS BUT I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT! GO READ 'LOCKED UP' BY FANDOMS_ARE_CULTS

ITS A DANISNOTONFIRE FANFIC AND ITS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!! I THINK I CRIED AT ONE STAGE.

SO PLEASE READ IT.

AND SORRY FANDOMS_ARE_CULTS I DIDN'T REALLY ASK YOUR PERMISSION TO DO THIS

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