Rise(COMPLETED )

Chapter Thirty

Mattie   vulnerably looked at Jordan "I don't want to be a one night stand "

"Baby never .I haven't fucked around like that in a long time. I found out how meaningless they are and that's not what I want"

The honesty and sincerity in Jordan's tone and eyes assured Mattie that he wasn't feeding her a line.

Jordan's gaze seem clouded ,a gaze  Mattie had never seen in his eyes  before

"Let me love you baby "

Mattie nodded silently as Jordan's lips found hers again

His lips all over her created sensations Mattie had never felt before as Jordan's touch sent shivers throughout her body

His hands lovingly caressed her following the path his lips had taken trailing from her lips down her neck to stop at each breast teasing her nipples into painful peaks before taking each one between his lips .

Jordan trailed loving feather like kisses below her breasts ,across her stomach , swirling his tongue teasingly in and out of her naval before continuing lower.

Stopping  just below her stomach  Jordan drew in a breath before  continuing  his gentle kisses.

As Jordan's  tongue teased her   sensitive bud   Mattie gasped realizing  he'd removed their clothing and nothing stood between them but skin

She'd been so caught up in Jordan's tenderness and love ,a side she'd only ever witnessed with Jaz and Eman

When Jordan's finger slipped inside her Mattie cried out as she bucked against his hand.

Jordan stilled his movements looking up at her nervously

"Baby did I hurt you ?"

"No "Mattie whispered shaking her head

"Are you sure ?"

Mattie nodded as she felt heat radiating from her cheeks.

Jordan slowly slid himself up her body , hovering above her as he braced his hand against the back of the sofa. When his eyes met Mattie's Jordan felt as if he'd burst

"Mattie I – I .." Jordan trailed off .He never said the words .He hadn't in a long time and the last time he bared his soul the bitch fucked his brother.

The feel of Mattie's palm resting on his cheek caused Jordan to turn into it and press a  kiss to it and the courage to admit how he was feeling . Fuck being afraid he already knew she was nothing like Nat.

Holding Mattie's gaze Jordan leaned into her touch "I love you Mattiebug. "

"You what ? Jo-Jordan y-you said you had f-feelings "

"I do and those feelings are love " Jordan whispered against her palm

Mattie  vulnerably stared at him

Jordan began to retreat pulling away from her palm

Mattie felt the warmth he left there begin to leave

"Booboo I love you "     Mattie whispered shyly

Immediately Jordan's lips met hers

Breaking the kiss Jordan's eyes searched hers "Do you mean that ?"

Mattie pressed her lips to his kissing him with everything she had.

Jordan took over as his hands roamed her body once again

Mattie let her love for him take over as she shyly rubbed his back ,her hand wandering around to his stomach

"Baby touch me where ever you want I love your touch. Don't ever be afraid to touch me anywhere " Jordan whispered huskily as he felt himself as Mattie's finger grazed his hip bone

Returning to his earlier ministrations Jordan felt her body relax at his touch

Easing his finger inside her Jordan felt Mattie clench as she bucked up and warmth flooded his finger

"Jesus baby you're so fucking wet"

Mattie blushed

"Uh uh no way baby that's fucking hot .Do you have any idea how much that turns me on?"

Mattie slowly shook her5 head

Smiling devilishly Jordan zeroed in on her pushing his finger back in as his mouth found her core.

Mattie whimpered as she felt herself explode

Jordan didn't waste any time before Mattie could blink he loomed above her .

Kissing her tenderly Jordan steadied himself before sliding his tip through her wetness and slowly guiding himself inside

"Mattie I'll go slow I promise you baby" he murmured in her ear as he trailed kisses along her neck , up her chin stopping to claim her mouth again.

Taking his time ,Jordan eased into her at a torturous rate knowing she'd need to adjust to him

Mattie gasped as he pushed the last little bit feeling resistance

"Look at me Mattiebug just keep those beautiful eyes on me he murmured.

Mattie grimaced as she did as  he asked .

Jordan murmured soothingly  ,his eyes never leaving hers

Mattie's initial discomfort gave way to the sensations she felt as Jordan picked uo his pace

Mattie began to match his rhythm as and lost all inhibitions as she reached between them and stroked him shyly

Jordan didn't say a word , allowing Mattie to explore at her own pace

Increasing his pace Jordan heard Mattie's sharp intake of breath as he felt her clench around him like a vice

"Fuck baby you feel so good " he rasped

"S-so d-do you "

Jordan stilled

"Don't you dare lock up on me now baby .Tell me what you like ,what feels good .I need to know so I can please you "

It came out more a groan than a sentence

Claiming her mouth Jordan teased her tongue with his own as he felt her release around him

Quickly following Jordan grabbed her ass lifting her up to meet his final thrust