Regret [Jungkook FF]

Classmate

"I first saw you at the bar that night. From then all I could think of was you. I wanted to talk to you. Know more about you. But you left the bar before I could reach you." Jungkook says, looking into my eyes.

"But how did you find me?" I ask him.

"Next morning I saw what happened to your friend in the news. I was worried at first, if you were alright or not. So I searched about your friend and that's how I found you." He replies, taking a sip of his drink.

"So why didn't you come straight to me?" I ask him again.

"For tonight." He says looking straight into my eyes."I wanted to show myself to you on our first date." He says.

Slightly blushing, I take a sip of my drink. "Oh" is all slips through my lips.

"So do you trust me now?" He asks me with a beautiful, calming smile which successfully melts my heart.

"Um yeah I see no reason for not to believe in you. I'm sorry for asking you thousand questions." I say, feeling embarrassed.

"No I'm glad you asked me. You shouldn't have any doubts about me." He says to me. "So do you have any further questions to ask?"

I think for a moment before it pops up into my mind. "Why me? I mean all of my friends were there too. So among all of my friends, why me?" I ask him, confused a little. I don't get it. My friends are prettier than me. And he just saw me and now he's here as my secret lover, as my first date. He doesn't know anything about me. So why me?

"Because you're so kind to everyone." He says. His dark brown eyes looking straight into mine. Into that look I can find something familiar. Like I've seen that look before. But I just can't put my finger on it.

Then a second thought comes into my mind. I'm kind to everyone? What does he mean? As I'm going to ask him how he knows I'm kind, his phone starts to ring. He looks at his phone before his expression changes into a frown.

"Excuse me." He says in an apologetic tone before getting up. He walks toward a piller nearby and receives his call. After a while he comes back with a small smile.

"I'm really sorry. Something urgent comes up so I've to go." He says, sounding disappointed.

"No no it's completely fine." I say immediately and stand up.

"Thanks. Let me drop you." He proposes.

"Um no it's okay. I can go by myself." I say back.

"I know you can go. But it's not safe for you to walk home alone at this hour. At least I can't let that happen." Jungkook insists. Such a gentleman.

"Okay fine. Let's go." I reply smiling.

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"Thanks for tonight Jungkook. I really enjoyed the night." I say as I am standing in front of my apartment building.

"No thank you." He says, emphasizing  the word 'you'."Thank you for coming. Thank you for accepting my gifts. Thank you for trusting me." He says.

"Uh you're making me blush." I say blushing while pulling back a strand of hair behind my ear. He smiles at my action. He grabs my hand softly and press his soft lips onto my hand. He smiles slightly before letting go of my hand.

"I'll call you later Y/N." Jungkook says.

I nod while smiling like a dumb. "Bye Jungkook." I bid him goodbye before turning around. As I'm about to walk Jungkook calls my name. I turn around to face him.

"I haven't told you yet." He says while coming closer. I stop breathing while looking into his eyes.

"W-what? I shutter, unable to think straight because of this closeness.

He gently grabs my arms and leans in. "You're looking gorgeous today." He whispers into my ears which sends a cold shiver through my spine. He let go of me and smiles brightly before waving goodbye and starts to walk toward his car. I stand there like a statue, unable to think what just happened.

Uh what is this boy?

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"But you said you won't listen anything!" I whine and slightly punch Namjoon's arm. He let out a soft chuckle.

"I am a man of my words. I said we won't listen anything but I didn't say we were going to stop recording." He says while grinning.

"But that's the same one way or another." I say while crossing my hands.

"Well our Taehyung here was getting impatient to know so he heard all of it." He says while gesturing to Taehyung who's currently typing non-stop on his computer.

I sigh. "I can't do anything about you guys. So why did you call me here." I ask him while making myself comfortable in my sitting position.

"Well after your conversation with Jungkook, Taehyung dig up informations about him. And guess what he found?" He says while leaning in closer. I follow his actions and whisper to him, "What?"

"Ask him yourself." He says while leaning back to his chair and puts his hands behind his head.

"Yah!" I grumble for a while before turning to Taehyung.

"Taehyung." I call him, trying to gain his attention from his computer.

He mumbles something before looking at me. A cheery smile takes over his boredom expression.

"Y/N! When did you come?" He asks excitedly. I stare at him like he's insane.

"She was here for almost 30 minutes, screaming, shouting, whining. Didn't you notice at all?" Namjoon asks him casually as if this is normal.

"Ah sorry I was working. So why did you come here?" He asks me like he didn't know anything.

"You called me here Kim Taehyung." I reply, trying not to burst out.

"Oh yeah right. Sorry I was kinda busy." He mumbles nervously while scratching his neck. Something about him today doesn't feel right. Like he has been distracted or tensed about something.

"Actually after hearing your conversation with Jungkook, I looked up into Jungkook's information and I found this." He says. He hands me a file. I give him a confused look before grabbing it from him.

I open the file and find out our graduation photo. There are green crossed marks on some of the students who has been killed by the killer. But what catches my eyes is there's a red mark circling around a boy. I look closely before my eyes goes wide.

I look up at Taehyung with wide eyes.

"Jugkook is my classmate?"