You Make Me Begin (Kim Taehyung x Reader)[Completed✔]

Chapter 15

While we were making eye contact Taehyung broke. It seemed as if he couldn't hold anything back anymore, and I soon got worried.

"Taehyung, whats wrong?" His red eyes made me want to cry. "I knew that you would hate me and I knew I should've told you sooner, but I was to selfish to tell you. I didn't want to loose but look what I got myself into. You want to kill yourself because of me. Maybe you're not the on that should die... it's me."

I was pretty much heartbroken by his statement. I wouldn't say I hate him, and I most defiantly don't want him to die. I'm still in love with him, and yeah maybe it is a toxic relationship but I love him to much to let him go.

"Tae no. Yeah you probably should've told me sooner but I don't want you to die for it. Somehow I still love you and I don't want to ruin that. Also you're not the only selfish one. I've been selfish and maybe a little petty. I shouldn't have made such a big deal about it. It wasn't your fault, and who I really should kill is your brother and possibly Namjoon. I'll deal with him later, but for now let's go home please." He seem to brighten up a little by my small speech and so did I.

I'm planning on talking to Namjoon tomorrow, because today has been to much. "Ok." He said simply and we went home.

(A/N: can someone please tell me what in the world am I writing, because I have no clue.)

The next day

"Babe, get up. I want to talk to Namjoon today." I whispered in his ear hoping he would wake up, but of course... he didn't. "Five more minutes." Talking to Namjoon wasn't a complete emergency but I just want to hurry up and get this over with. "Kim Taehyung if you don't wake up right now I promise I will leave you right here and right now, and you will never see me again!" Next thing you know is his eyes slinging open. "I'm up let's go see Namjoon now, I love you so so much... please don't leave me." All I could do was chuckle at his cuteness.

After about an hour of finally getting Taehyung out of the house we were finally able to go see Namjoon.

I let Taehyung knock on the  door because I started to get nervous, and sadly when the door opened there standing was Namjoon.

"Hey guys, what you doing here?" He said with a bright smile. "Hey Namjoon, can I talk to you in private." Soon Namjoon's smile faded when he felt there was something wrong.

We all went into the office so we could talk.

"Soo... What's going on?"Namjoon asked suspiciously. To be honest I really didn't want to tell him because one it is a really sensitive subject for me and possibly for him too, so this might be
A little uncomfortable. "Namjoon, were you there when Taehyung's brother killed my parents?"

A shocked look appeared on his face. It possibly showed because he thought Tae would never tell me, or even he thought I never would know. Either way that look was there in broad daylight.

"Yes, sadly. I wasn't there when he killed them, but I was there when they were dead.-"

Flashback (Namjoon's POV)

(A/N:  sadly I forgot if I gave Taehyung's brother a name, but if I did I'm changing it to Taeyong and I didn't  he has a name now.)

Taeyong asked me if I wanted to run some errands with him so to keep him company. "Come on Joonie, I just need you to help me run one errand with me... just like old times." I sighed knowing 'old times' were the worst mistake of my life, but I always gave into peer pressure. "Sure Taeyong, but this is the last time."

I didn't know what his errand was and I didn't want to know so I stayed quiet the whole ride.

Soon after we arrived at this huge house, and it seemed like the person who lives here has a kid.

After about thirty minutes I heard yelling and soon after a couple of gun shots. I had no clue what happened, but soon after I saw Taeyong running out the house and down the street.

I was wondering what happened in there so bad I decided to go check it out.

"Hello? Is anyone here?" But once I looked in the floor there were two dead bodies laying on the ground, so like a person would do I went to check for a pulse. There was none.

I knew I couldn't do anything so I ran out the house and drove off.

Your POV:

"I regretted that day ever since, and it was a burden I always kept with me." Namjoon finished off his story.

I couldn't help but cry. I don't know if it's because I felt bad for Namjoon or is it because I found out how my parents died.

Luckily Tae decided to comfort me and wipe my tears away. I just really don't know what to think.

"Y/N, I am so sorry for everything but I know I can't change the past, but I can make it up in the future. I hope you will forgive me and we can still be friends?" It wasn't his fault so why would I be mad at him. "Of course Namjoon, always."

Soon after we hung out with the guys and left.

While in the car I couldn't help but think. "Tae, I wonder what would your brother want to kill my parents for." He seemed to already have an ideas, so I waited for him to answer. "Well my brother was involved in some gang activity, so it might be over money or worse." I was confused. Why would my parents be involved in something like that. We're they not as innocent as I thought. "They never shown any signs of gang activity, but I might not have noticed because I was little, but I hope they weren't."

Once we got home I was so tired out that I went straight to sleep.

Out of every life in the world why mine?

I'm not even lieing it's really getting harder and harder to up date this book and it might also be longer then I expected. For some reason new ideas have been popping into into my head that I've been wanting to put in this book. Who knows maybe the book is getting worse or maybe even better, but I'll see in the end. Thank you for your support and votes. I'm over 700 reads on this book and I'm really proud, and maybe if I get over 1k reads I'll do what ever you want me to do. I'll make it a special. Now you all know I love my reader and I really appreciate all you've done for me, and I wouldn't be able to do this without you. Byyee!!!

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