You Make Me Begin (Kim Taehyung x Reader)[Completed✔]

Chapter 13

No matter how long I looked down off the bridge all I wanted to do was jump, then I thought has he fucked up my life so much that I have to do this?

All the memories flooded my head like a tsunami.

After the concert it was finally time for the meet and greet and I was excited. We had to stand in a long line of people, but it was worth it. When it was my turn to get up to get my album sign I went to Jungkook, Jimin, JHope, RM, Jin, Suga, then my favorite person Taehyung or if you want to go by the name with him V.
I got past everyone, and when I got to him he instantly started to tease me. I said, "Hold on, stop teasing me. You broke me once when you were my Bias Wreaker no more." "So I was your Bias Wreaker, what am I now?" He asked in a smooth voice still teasing me a little. " Now your my Bias." I said calmly, and he noticed that you were talking to him like a normal person, so he whispered something in Suga's ear and he replied back.
I started to worry I was holding up a line, but when I looked I was the last one. He stopped talking to Suga and I was about to walk off when he gabbed my wrist. "Do you want to hang out after this?" I looked at my friends that were waiting for me to go home, but they encouraged me to go with him. "Sure, when will you be ready?" "Give me fifteen minutes" Then he ran off, but he turned around when he realized he didn't get my name," Wait what's your name?" "Y/n" "That's pretty." Then he left.
While I was in the car there was silence so I started to listen to music off my phone. After about two BTS songs I got interrupted by Tae taking out my ear bud, "What you listening to"
"You wouldn't like it, because you would be tired of listening to it."
"Why would you say that?"
"Because its your songs."
"Well it depends on what song it is, because Jimin kills half of our songs."
"Well, Stigma just came on, I don't suppose you want to listen to that do you?"
"To be honest Stigma is my favorite song, because I love the way I hit those high notes."
I chuckled by the way Tae was being self absorbed, and I just looked at him and listened. "Stigma is the top of my list, but you still didn't answer my question, You want to listen or not?"
"I thought I did, but yes I would love to." We giggled and looked in to each other's eyes while listening to Stigma:
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry my brothers
Sumhyeodo Gamchwodo Jiwojiji Anheo
Are you calling me a sinner?
Museun Mari Deo Issgesseo
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry my sister
Sumhyeodo Gamchwodo Jiwojiji Anheo
So cry
Please dry my eyes.....etc.
After about two hours of BTS songs and Tae and I staring into each eyes as we finally reached our destination. Tae told me to close my eyes so I did and he guided me thought where ever we were.
I were surprised by Tae's question but you knew the answer anyway. I looked in his eyes, "Tae," I waited to see a depressed look in his eyes "I would love to be you girlfriend and spend my life with you."

As I was thinking I cried.

I cried because I was happy. I cried because I was hurt. I cried because I knew nothing would be the same.

As the flowers wilted around me, I wilted too. Hunched over with nothing to revive me.

I was dieing inside.

Tae and I are laying in the bed together when suddenly he climbs on top of me. "Hey, can I ask you a question, and if you make a smart ass remark like 'You just did' I'm kicking your ass." "Damn you knew what I was going to do, but what's the question?" "Do you still have yours?" At first I had absolutely no idea what he was talking about until I connected the dots. I decided to answer the question truthfully, "Yes, why? Do you have yours?" I felt like you already knew the answer but I just wanted to make sure. "Most people will take this as a shock because the way I act but yes I do." "I'm sorry but YOU DO! But I saw a YouTube video that said you lost it a 14." "What the fuck, No, I still have it. Did you watch the video though?" I was going to say yes I did but that was a total lie. "No, Why would I?" He seemed relieved that I didn't watch it so he changed the subject. "Are you ready to?" "Well I wanted to lose it on my wedding day so it would be special, but I know I suck when it comes to keeping up with my plans." Tae study every word I said like he was doing research on me or something, then after a while he moved off of me and we went to sleep.
After about 11:00 i heard a faint knock at the door. When I opened it I saw a fucked up Taehyung and carrying him was a completely sober Namjoon. "What the fuck happened?" I asked a little annoyed by Tae. "This dumb ass got drunk so I had to babysit." "Ok, can you bring him inside on the couch for me?" He said ok and came to lay him on the couch. I soon thanked Namjoon for his help and he left.
Tae was on the couch looking miserable so I went in the kitchen to get him a cup of water. I came back and he took the water and said, "I want you so bad." I look at him and said "Tae your drunk, do something with yourself while I go in the shower." I walked away from him and went in to the shower.
I was almost finish I'm the shower when I heard the curtain swing open. I looked over to see who it was, and it was a half eye opened to Tae. "Y/n, you don't how bad I want you right now. I want you right here right now." I was so shocked by what he said, that I didn't notice the naked walking up on me in the shower. I slowly backed up until I felt the cold wall of the shower. He had me cornered and I had no way out. Soon after two minutes of looking at my lips, he kissed me while pushing me closer to him by my waist.
Soon after I tried so hard fighting him off me and after a while I gave in, and he picked me up and took me to our room to lay me on my bed.