You Make Me Begin (Kim Taehyung x Reader)[Completed✔]

Chapter 14

As I fell I felt nothing.

For the first time in my life. There was no pain, no happiness, no joy.

Nothing.

I was empty, I couldn't feel anything.

He cleared me out of every I once had.

I loved him but I also hated him. All the pain he caused, all the happiness he caused. He triggered all the feelings I had, and now he took them away.

Why did I let him in, and why did I let him out.

My fall was full of thought, and when I hit the water, nothing.

I was still alive when I landed so I just waited. Waited for death to knock at my door.

(A/N: who knew all this could happen in one day)

Taehyung's POV:

I decided to follow her since I was scared.

I was scared for her, and I was scared for myself.

No one knows how much I love her, not even her. It's not because I didn't show her enough, it's because I never showed her at all.

Soon all my regret came. I knew she would hate me, I knew she would leave me, and I knew I should have told her earlier, and soon everything I knew came showed I was right when I saw her at a bridge crying.

All the adrilelin  rushed in my body when I saw her lean forward and jump. I rushed to the edge, and I felt like all I could do is watch her fall.

NO, I can't.

She is the thing I cling onto for hope, what keeps me going through thick and thin, so... I jumped after her.

Your POV:

When I was at my happiest peak, death, I felt something someone pull me up above the water. I was dragged up to land then I saw who it was.... Taehyung.

"Why did you save me?! Haven't you screwed up my life enough already?! Why won't you let me just die already..." I screamed while I beat his chest. Surprisingly he let me. He didn't fight back nor hold my hands back.

Once I realised he didn't stop me I looked into his eyes, I saw a tear fall from his eyes, and I knew in my heart it was not just water. Not only did I see the tear I saw the hurt and sadness... I saw him nearly breaking. By then I realised why he did it. I understand, but it's still not going to erase all the pain and my wanting to die. Those are there and they always wil be.

Taehyung's POV:

She started punching my chest. I wasn't going to stop her. What place am I in to, so ...I just let her release her anger on me.

At that moment I knew... I knew that she wanted to die she wanted to leave me, but knowing how selfish I am, I can't let that happen.

I'm in love with her.

Even though some say if you love it let it go, but I cant. I'm to selfish,and I'll never let her leave me.

                  

Ok another chapter finished, and I actually really like it.

It's shorter than I want it but longer than expected. I was about to go to sleep when I started to think. So I jumped on this before it escaped my mind forever.

Even Though this person doesn't know, they were the key to this chapter because I thought of the convocation we had about three days ago, and if that person reads it they will see their quote.

I love all my reader and I want to thank you for the success I have now, and I would not be able to be ranked #24 for taehyungxreaders let along make more chapters, so I thank you so much for this.

Right now I have 617 reads on this book to be honest I never thought I would get past three, so congrats to you.

I think that's it so once again I love you all and thank you.

Fighting!!!!!!!!