You Make Me Begin (Kim Taehyung x Reader)[Completed✔]

Chapter 3

Fair warning this chapter will get a little smutish, but it technically will not be smut.

Time skip

Days turned to months, and months turned into year. You and Tae are living in your own house by yourselves. You are not married but you are sleeping in the same room, and he has been really touchy lately.

Taehyung's POV:
I didn't mean to fall in love with her, but now that I am I don't what her heart to break whay she finds out my truth.

In you and Tae's room

Your POV:

Tae and I are laying in the bed together when suddenly he climbs on top of me. "Hey, can I ask you a question, and if you make a smart ass remark like 'You just did' I'm kicking your ass." "Damn you knew what I was going to do, but what's the question?" "Do you still have yours?" At first I had absolutely no idea what he was talking about until I connected the dots. I decided to answer the question truthfully, "Yes, why? Do you have yours?" I felt like you already knew the answer but I just wanted to make sure. "Most people will take this as a shock because the way I act but yes I do." "I'm sorry but YOU DO! But I saw a YouTube video that said you lost it a 14." "What the fuck, No, I still have it. Did you watch the video though?" I was going to say yes I did but that was a total lie. "No, Why would I?" He seemed relieved that I didn't watch it so he changed the subject. "Are you ready to?" "Well I wanted to lose it on my wedding day so it would be special, but I know I suck when it comes to keeping up with my plans." Tae study every word I said like he was doing research on me or something, then after a while he moved off of me and we went to sleep.

A/n: Y'all thought something was going to happen in that paragraph didn't you. You should be ashamed, but I'm not that straight forward.
And I know this is completely off topic but I saw this meme and it made me think, if you have any comments,please do comment.

Next day
Tae is talking to Namjoon at a bar around 10:00, before Tae got drunk

"You know if she finds out before you tell her she will be heartbroken, and you may not have any type of relationship with her at all." "I know hyung I'll tell her when I'm ready, and tomorrow I have a surprise for her." After our about hour long convocation we (Well me mainly) started drinking.

I got drunk after about seven cups of whiskey, so Namjoon cut me off and took me home.

"I don't know why your dumb ass got drunk knowing you have to go home to y/n." Namjoon said while I was doing the world most dumbest shit. I fell asleep in the car later, and after that I don't remember shit happening.

Your POV:

After about 11:00 i heard a faint knock at the door. When I opened it I saw a fucked up Taehyung and carrying him was a completely sober Namjoon. "What the fuck happened?" I asked a little annoyed by Tae. "This dumb ass got drunk so I had to babysit." "Ok, can you bring him inside on the couch for me?" He said ok and came to lay him on the couch. I soon thanked Namjoon for his help and he left.

Tae was on the couch looking miserable so I went in the kitchen to get him a cup of water. I came back and he took the water and said, "I want you so bad." I look at him and said "Tae your drunk, do something with yourself while I go in the shower." I walked away from him and went in to the shower.

I was almost finish I'm the shower when I heard the curtain swing open. I looked over to see who it was, and it was a half eye opened to Tae. "Y/n, you don't how bad I want you right now. I want you right here right now." I was so shocked by what he said, that I didn't notice the naked walking up on me in the shower. I slowly backed up until I felt the cold wall of the shower. He had me cornered and I had no way out. Soon after two minutes of looking at my lips, he kissed me while pushing me closer to him by my waist.

Soon after I tried so hard fighting him off me and after a while I gave in, and he picked me up and took me to our room to lay me on my bed.

A/n: I'm sure you know what happened next so I'm not going into detail.

Taehyung's POV:

I woke up to something that sounded like crying, so I turned over to see what it was. When I looked over next to me I saw y/n sniffling in her sleep. I slightly taped her, and she jumped up like she was scared. "What's wrong?" After I finally stoped looking at the terror in her eyes I saw that she had no clothes on and neither did I. That's when I soon realised what happened and all the memories rushed in my head and I started crying. "Y/n I am so sorry. I was drunk when I shouldn't have been, and..... I'm sorry." She didn't say anything, and just sat up. It didn't take me long to sit up with her, and when I did she buried her head I'm my chest and cried.

We both felt like shit, and I know she feels worse. Will she ever forgive me? As I was thinking I rubbed her back to comfort her while she cried.

Soon I thought about the presant I wanted to give her while we were on a date, but now seems like the best time.

"Y/n," I said her name softly, and she looked up. "I know you probably don't want to answer this question, and I understand if you don't want to but I'm going to ask it now." As I was talking I slowly reached over to get the presant and held it to her as she looked at it with tears coming down her face. "Y/n l/n I fucked up badly and I want to repay you for the rest of my life. Will you please marry me."

Your POV:

Sat there in shock by his proposal. I know he didn't what to say. I knew he was drunk last night but what should I do? Say yes or no.

I'm going to make you suffer about the secret and maybe about the proposal who knows. Depends on my mood. And if you just happened to see this book go check out the other book I wrote called I thought I was the one.