My mum was worried today because she noticed I'm not going out much.
Obviously I never used to go out much before. But remember I used to love going for morning walks on my own. We used to talk about how we would go on early morning walks together and watch the sun rise once we told my parents about us. I still can't believe I can't look forward to that anymore.
It's the fact that I can't look forward to that anymore that makes me not want to do that myself anymore.
Also, it is your birthday in a month.
You would have been eighteen.
You didn't even live to become a legal adult. You never were able to drive your own car. You never were able to flash a license to buy alcohol.
You didn't get to do or see even half of what you wanted to.
I feel so so sad. I miss you endlessly.
I hope you're happy where you are.
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The Things I Can't Tell You
Short StoryIn the summer holidays between Year 12 and 13, Himari receives the devastating news of her boyfriends' death. Having hidden the relationship from her parents for the entire previous year due to not being allowed to date until done with her education...
