My Emo Best Friend

Chapter 5

"NO!" I yelled and suddenly jumped in the middle of Loy and Azm, as Loy swung the knife.
"Estellar!" Azm screamed with her eyes going wide. She might as well gotten a heart attack.
The sharp blade of the knife sliced my soft wolf belly like the biggest smile in the world. Loy looked at me horrified then teared up and dropped the knife, panicked.
"No... No..." She said between tears and kept repeating, "No.... I didn't do anything.... No... What have I done..... No..." I couldn't hold it to myself, the pain of the slash, that is.
"What in the world." Said a voice from far the hall. I barely could see him but it was Professor Kai. I looked at Azm who looked back with tears in her eyes. My vision got blurry. Then I passed out....

Here's where the exciting stuff happens....

Not THAT kind of stuff though..

Maybe?...

Azm's pov.

Exciting right?

I think maybe the world must of been a little too nice to me...

I mean, I'm who I am. I am this stranger in the world, who probably isn't grateful of what have. I am this tiny speck of insanity in this hard core world of mine, which that speck is growing bigger and bigger.
I hate who I am and that's why I would like to punish this abyss, I, call a body. I don't deserve it.

Well, that's what I thought. And probably still think...

Until. I....

Met her.

I didn't know what was happening around my mind. I liked being separated from society. I liked my little zone...
Well...
Unfortunately my little zone was broken by her. This hybrid who was half wolf.
Estellar...
I always had my face hidden under that mask that say "boredom but happy person", but it broke when Estellar bumped into me in the first day of school.

I was walking down the hall, on the way to the library. The library is my favorite place in the world. I like the feeling it has.
"Oof!" I yelped as someone had bumped into me. She fell. I didn't know what was going on but my body reached to help her.
"Sorry. I didn't see ya. I um-" She said but the words didn't really come out of her mouth. She seemed to be trying to read my expression. I looked away for a moment then looked back at her with a fake smile.
"No. It's my fault." I blurred sternly. Her eyes watched me...
"Uh, my name is Estellar." She started, "Yours?" I looked at her with a amused look. My mind then whispered, Why does she bother talk to me? Doesn't she noticed? I... What is happening?!?!
"I'm. Azm Tak. Just Azm really." I said suddenly. She kept looked at me curiously. I kept trying to avoid her stare. Please stop please stop please stop.... What's with my mind?!? What's going on what's on?!?! I imagined a face with a insane expression. That's how I felt right there.
"What's your homeroom?" She asked then her eyes went wide for a second and looked down.
My mind kept whispering What's going on what's going on what is happening what's this feeling. No. No. No.
"Professor Kai." I replied sounding awfully bored, but really I was screaming and hissing and crying inside. She looked down, maybe I offend her or something.
No. Stop please. I'm.... I'm sorry....
"Me too!" She said sounding excited. I almost flinched. I don't know why but a slight grin appeared in my face. She looked down in embrrassment.
I...
No. No nO NO No nO

That's when the slightest goodness in me whispered...

I hate to admit it but.....

That moment my mind focused on Estellar...

Please don't leave me...