Everyone knows, the whole group knows, that Soonyoung has a split personality that keeps him from having a straight one relationship. He always get in one, then get into another while playing both side.
They all know, except Jihoon. They kept it to the male. They don't want him to be hurt that his only pillar has a mental issue, but they all know they will regret it, cause he Wong know the real reason.
They watch, once again, inside Jihoon's mansion, as Jihoon buried himself on the pillows in the couch, a blanket over him, tissues scattered on the floor. Jihoon use the excuse that he is watching a drama that's why he is crying, but it's useless cause the one he is watching isn't even a sad story, it's a love story that is their favorite.
Soonyoung was out once again, cause his personality strike. He get out to flirt, to get a fling or just simply get out. He said he feel suffocated when he is near Jihoon, which is completely opposite of what he say when he is in his tight mind.
Jihoon always ask, Why? Is there something he had done for Soonyoung to be like this? Is he not enough that Soonyoung can cheat on him? He felt helpless not knowing the answer, and not knowing the real reason
Jeonghan can't take it, he want to say it right now. He doesn't like on how their most confident rich friend was slowly doubting himself, being eaten by doubt. His mind can't process completely. He always answer with irrelevant answers when they ask him. His work isn't as neat anymore.
Jihoon once again sob, the two of them really love the story of the movie cause it's like their story, although Jihoon didn't know taht even the hardship the female lead go through will happen to him. He felt hopeless. His eyes puffy, his nose runny, his head hurt, his throat dry. He felt sh** like how their relationship is.
Seungcheol has to stop Jeonghan from running to Jihoon, telling the truth. He want that it's Soonyoung who will tell ut on Jihoon. But Jeonghan isn't on this. Once they got out of the house Jeonghan explode.
"Why do you keep on preventing me, Seungcheol?! Are you so heartless that you can bear looking at Jihoon like that?! And why are on this plan anyway?! Aren't you the leader?!Shouldn't you do what is right and not side that bastard?!" Jeonghan yell.
"Han, it's not that-" Seungcheol was cut off when Jeonghan angrily yell at him
"Then what is it?! " Jeonghan can't take it anymore. Tear of frustration run down his cheeks.
" Han, it is good if its him who said it to Jihoon directly. "Seungcheol said as he restrain himself. He didn't want to break. He was affected by it too, All of them is, Jihoon is his bestfriend. Jihoon always find a way out for his problem without him interfering and making him lean on Jihoon more. Jihoon was the one who make him a good role model, Jihoon did all for him to be better but He can't even do anything to lessen the pain foe his bestfriend.
Soonyoung promised him, He promised that he will said it to Jihoon when he is ready. But that bullshit ready sign is no where. Soonyoung isn't really planning on saying it on Jihoon. Cause Jihoon always put on a facade, facade that as if he isn't affected, he isn't hurt, but inside he is breaking. Soonyoung didn't know it cause he never saw Jihoon cry. And Soonyoungs character can't take that he can't make this one cry.
Soonyoung think Jihoon is okay, he think Jihoon is still alive. But Jihoon is not okay. His constant 'I'm Fine' had it meaning. He want to call out, shout it, scream it, yell it out, that he need salvation. He is drowning and no one is there to save him. Jihoon doesn't need anyone to be on his side forever. He just need someone who can pull his hand as he drown. Jihoon hide it all, like a land mine, one wrong step can make him explode, and that one mistake is the last one.
