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Litlle child just giving hope to a teenage boy
J❤S (~\\\~)
"Don't you remember him? He's Kwon Soonyoung. That guy who was broadcasted. His family died burning to death."
I remember you,
You're that kid at the hospital,
You told me about your mom.
How she's the most beautiful woman in the world,
How she's so fun and kind,
How she could make the best soup for you.
Then you told me why she's here.
She has cancer.
Your father look at you,
Shaking his head, his face show how he don't expect you to understand.
But you did.
I was amazed and worried,
Then you said.
"Doctor said, Mamma won't be able to make it." You said softly.
Watching your father as he walk towards a room. A doctor beside him.
I looked at you in shock. But you smile. Yet your eyes held pain.
"I don't want Mamma to go. But I can't be selfish. Mamma have been hurt enough. Maybe she could go now. Although...I don't want to." You said. Looking down at your chubby fingers
Fiddling with it.
The you look at me. "Why are you sad?" You asked.
Then I told you about my family.
My family of yakuza,
A seemingly bad peope but good at heart.
My thug brother who could be a model,
My sneaky lil' sister who could be an actor,
My seemingly tough ,but worship my mother ,of a father,
My sweet but scary petite mother.
My sweet days on how we were so rowdy with the gang members,
How my days are so eventful that sometimes it's tiring.
Then I told you about the fire.
On how I saw people throw gasoline at our house.
On how I saw them kill my family,
On how I tried to run and helo but I can't,
On how my body doesn't move as I tried to help,
On how I watch my whole house burn with my dead family
On how I want to help but doesn't want to break my promise
I told you everything. Every. Single. Thing.
I could still remember,
What you said before you go away with your father.
"Please live." And " It's not your fault.".Those two sentence that are enough to shook me awake.
Awake from the nightmare I have.
From my fears,
It stop me,
From running away,
And doing something I could regret,
And it helps me,
See the light again,
And to continue living.
I didn't realize how much that words save me.
I couldn't say it.
But,
Thank you.
Thank you for everything
Lee Jihoon.
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