Nobody knows my heart like you

Part 12

Steve's pov.

After Nat left the gym I came back to Sharon and helped her to go back to her room. After the fight she didn't feel good. I left Sharon's room I went in the living room where Wanda was reading a book. I didn't wanned to distract her so I just sat on the other couch and started reading newspapers, but my thoughts were distracting me.

Ohh god, I didn't need this. I don't love Sharon, but I can't hurt her. She's precious to me, as a friend. I can't let her down, but I will have to... somehow beacuse this situation is getting more complicated. I must explain this to Nat. Anyway, she won't believe me, she thinks that I slept with Sharon. But how to prove to the Black Widow that she's wrong. I just want Nat, our kids, but there is nothing to do.I was feeling so helpless.

Wanda's pov.

I was reading my favourite book when some strong energy distracted my thoughts and I looked around me. Steve was on the next couch reading newspaper. His thoughts were so easy to read, I just looked at him and I could feel all his emotions. He was in pain, and he looked lifeless . He was heartbroken, desperate... All these feelings were making me feel sorry about him. Everything that was happening with Sharon, Nat and the kids. He was suffering. His unspoken love for Nat that he still feels. He was like a older brother to me and I wanned to hug and comfort him, but if I do that he will know that I read his mind and I don't want to embarrass him. Then I thought If Sharon wasn't with Steve it will be easier to bring them together. Than to my mind came one brilliant idea. I'm gonna make Sharon to fall in love with someone else, but with who? Nick. Who else can be. I will make him fall in love with Sharon too. Plus that will push him away from Nat.

I couldn't resist to smile from happiness that I felt beacuse I'm gonna help Steve. Quietly I left the living room and went to find Sharon.

I was crossing through the halls walking to Sharon's room when I saw her on the terrace, she was drinking her coffee. And I could feel her headache from Natasha's punch. I stopped when I came behind the wall, from where she couldn't see me. I was preparing, beacuse this is little complicated. I have to get inside her brain and made her fall in love with Nick, forever. She mustn't think of Steve ever again. I stopped in position and I put my hand in her direction. The magic circled around her head and then she suddenly get up and left. "Yes!" I was so happy, I did it. Now she is going to ask Nick on a dinner. Swiftly I ran to find Nick, when I saw him Sharon was already there so I must hurry up. I do the exact same thing that I did to Sharon and the next moment they were holding hands.

My plan worked out and went back to to my room, proud of myself I continued reading my book.

Steve's pov.
This is hard way to live.I was still trapped by my own thoughts. I'm stuck with the woman I don't love and the woman I'm in love with.... well I don't know if she loves me. Now I have to choose between the woman who is my friend, can comfort me, she's sensitive and very honest, but she can't compare to the woman who I love, the woman who made me feel loved, the mother of my children, my life partner, the owner of my heart, the one person that I can't live without.

If I want Nat back I will have to broke up with Sharon. Anyway our relationship isn't real. And I can't play with her feelings and give her fake hope. Even if she loves me, I must tell her the truth. I walk out the living room and headed to Sharon's. I shocked my head when I saw Sharon and Nick holding hands. "What the...Sharon? Are you with him now?"

Confused was looking at them when Sharon made an apologetic face and came closer to me.

Sharon: Steve... I'm sorry. I love him, I really do. I just felt affection for you.
When I saw him I felt something different, true love. Do you hate me? She was really sorry for what she called cheating.

Steve: No, uou are my friend and you always will be. Then I signed in relief and smiling walk away. "I got luck a lot." I was saying under my breath.

Now I only have one more mission. To win the heart of my wife again. The big question is "How am I gonna do that?" Probably, I should start with winning her trust back and when she finally trusts me I will win her. The one thing that kills me is te fact the she might not love me anymore.

That's why we must talk firstly. I missed my kids when their loud laughing from the next room sounded like they are next to me. I wanned to hug them, without any second thoughts I left the bed and went to next apartment where I found Nat cooking chocolate cake, my favorite.

That smell, when I entered reminded me so much on our home, the family we once were. Natasha was shaping the cake, while James and was feeding Maggie with what was left from the cream. I stood there till Maggie didn't notice me and she ran to me.

"Da-da!" She and James were so happy to see me. Unlike Natasha, she just pretended like I'm not there and continued cooking.

James: Dad, come here mum is doing our favorite cake! You must stay here and taste it, Maggie and I helped making it. Please stay. He started begging me.

Steve: It's ok with me if your mum allows. Then my eyes fell on Natasha. How adorable was she when she's cooking.

She was out of words and then she put the cake in microwave oven.

Natasha: Alright then kids, you can stay here with your father and I will go to the store to buy some thighs. She kissed them and then turned to leave when I stopped her.

Steve: Nat, don't go. My voice cracking. Stay with us, please. Then my voice calmed down. I was so painfuly honest, coming closer to her I felt her helpless expression that she was trying to hide.

Then she nodded with sad face.
Natasha: Okay. Slowly she said, calming me down.

Uhh, I wanna hug her so tight, and rest my head on her shoulder.

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One more mission Steve. You gotta win her trust back , then her heart. I hope that Nat will forgive you. Sorry for not updating for so long, I had to study for my exams.