Nobody knows my heart like you

Part 13

Natasha's pov.

Natasha: Okay. I said, cause I wanted to. I just couldn't refuse.

Natasha: I have to clean up the kitchen now. James, you and your sister can play until the cake is ready.

Steve: I will help you. He let my hand and joined me in the kitchen.

We were cleaning without any contacts. He didn't speak, neither did I. I cleaned the dishes and he did everything else. One moment he came closer to me and he put his hand on mine.
Steve: I want to be with you...alone. He whispered.
I looked at him with confused face, just when I wanned to ask him why James interrupted us.

James: Mum, can we go and play with aunt Wanda, until the cake is ready. Please mum. He took Maggie's hand was ready to leave us alone.

If James and Margaret leave this room, I will be with Steve...alone and by his words he probably wants to get in bed with me, but I can control my desires. I won't let him touch me.

Natasha: Well then, you should change your dirty clothes and I will change Maggie's. I left the kitchen and started dressing Maggie, like nothing happened.

James: Bye, mum. We'll be back in two hours.
The kids left and I went to take a bath. Steve was still here, I couldn't just sit in same room with him and watch TV. I was entering when his hand block my way and the other was around my waist.

Steve: Nat I must talk to you. His eyes fell on my lips and then travelled back to my eyes. What does he want, I allowed him to stay and now he wants to communicate.

Natasha: What about? I wanned to end this quickly.
Steve: Sharon.

Then he move one step back.
Ohh, probably he wants from me to apologise to Sharon. Beacuse she's going to be his wife, and he wants me to go along with her. No way.

Natasha: I can't say I wasn't expecting this, but okay. However you were going to choose her, over your family. I let go of his hold, but stayed close enough to feel his breath.

Steve: No, what are you talking about?
He was watching me like he doesn't know anything. His innocent blue eyes were making me fall into his embrace, but I hold on myself and continued to be rough.

Natasha: You wanna marry her and you want me to stay out of your way. Right?

Steve: I'm not with Sharon anymore.
He yelled at me and than let a long breath.

My face changed in second, I just heard the most wonderful words. I couldn't believe my ears. The fact that he choose me after everything that happened, and over Sharon made my eyes teary.

Natasha: You choose us... me. I felt strange heat inside my body, it made me feel so happy and then a tear escaped from my eye.

Steve: I choose you Nat, and I'll choose our family over everything else.

Natasha: Really Rogers? I was a second away from breaking down, I felt fear of losing him when he is so close to me.

He came closer to my face and kissed my tear. We just kept starring at each other, we didn't talk anything at all, then slowly he pushed me in his embrace and hugged me very gentle. I couldn't resist and I put  my arms around him, the tears continued to fall as I rested my head on his chest.

Steve: Nat... Without pause, in a heartbeat I'll keep choosing you. I was so weak and vulnerable, but he kept hugging me. He didn't try to seduce me, he tried to comfort me. Then I felt like I should tell him the truth.

Natasha: Steve... I still... I can't love you if I can't trust you. Something stopped me, the lack of trust between us.

Steve: I know, but you will. I promise you. His honestly made me love him even more. Then I gave him little smile and caressed his cheek.

Steve: I still feel the same excitement when I'm close to you. I still feel my skin burning under your touch, and you feel the same. I know that you still love me, Nat.

Natasha: Does it matter, anyway.

Steve: That's the only thing that matters. He was right, but I don't want to continue with our conversation.

Natasha: I just want to lay on your chest and listen your heartbeat. My voice started cracking. That was what I really wanted then, I was telling the truth.

I want to feel the heat of his hands when he's hugging me, to play with his hair, just to hug him, to feel his love.

He took my hand and I followed him to the bed. Gently, he laid and I was next to him. I was in his arms...again, after long time. We were enjoying in the bed.

Steve: I miss you like crazy, I want to smell your fragrance for infinity. We continued cuddling in the bad.

Natasha: I missed you too. We did it. We confessed our feelings. It feels so good to say what you feel.

Steve: I'm so afraid to lose you. When you are not even mine. His eyes were so pure, I was drowning in them.

Natasha: But I'm already yours, always have been. We leaned our heads to kiss when I heard the alarm. I suppose to take out the cake. I didn't noticed how fast this two hours passed.

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Romanogers are almost together. They just need to confess their love and Nat must start to trust Steve. Also this story is coming to her end, one or two chapters left. Do review.