Love creates dependence

Bound to your love

I've never seen a person like her. I started to think that all are the same, but her way to talk about things made her special. Her way to be mad at me from the smallest thing, late nights talk, but mostly ,she took my attention by looking at me when I sleep. No one looked at me that way. We were both mad at each other, but more than a day we just couldn't stay without talking to each other. I never felt, or even met this kind of love. Some nights I wonder if it's only a dream. Even now I can't figure it out if she deserves me or maybe I'm not fighting enough for her. In some moments I still feel like I'm torn apart, but not as much as I used to feel of think about it. I can't change her, and I don't ever want to do that. When you love, you accept the one you love as he/she is as a person. It depends all of how you see the situation you're both in. When she came into my life, and I could feel her for the first time, it was magical. No person made me wanting to grow old with her. Some people didn't understand that it was my goal, but she seemed to kinda understand that from the first day. I loved many wrong people that I thought they may be the last, but I realized that I didn't felt the kind of love as soon as she arrived into my life. We get mad on each other from silly things, and that's the first way she made me love her. Now, as she came into my life, nights became less sad. After some days, we realized that we can't sleep without knowing each other was on the phone. Sometimes I just wait for her to sleep, just to see her sleeping. That made me adore her way to much. Every night I just want to be near her, in the bed, to feel her safe, and see that I will never leave, no matter what.