Love creates dependence

The perfect imperfection

Sometimes, it's better to risk all you have one day, to be happy for the rest of your life. I'm still afraid of losing her sometimes, just because of how I look. She's all I got around of our so called 'human race'. All this time I lied to myself that I found love, unknowing what and who will come in my way, just about to change everything. Until now, I didn't see so much dedication, love and much more things in someone's eyes. We were very close to breaking up in one point, but even I still don't know how we saved this love. I thought she will leave, and reach again the moments when struggle is all that I did. It doesn't exist a night when we don't sleep on facetime. She's so adorable when she sleeps. Even in the worst times we support each other. Sometimes, the best things happens at your worst in life. Even we can't hug, kiss, cuddle each other, or anything like that, I can say that I'm lucky to have her in my life, cause I couldn't open so much to a person, or say everything about me. Some people started to try to break us up. Sometimes, I just wonder how far stupidity can go. We live around 'humans', and I started to believe that we don't belong around them. She is the first, and will be the last person that I truly loved. Until then, I don't even know if my heart will stay with me. She beats so fast and hard or her, that I have the impression that will go to her, although I locked my heart safer than anything else. She made me love her in a way, than even I didn't ever loved myself so much.