Love creates dependence

Rising back

After lots of arguments, breakups, hangovers and other bullshits she made me 'think', I managed to get over her actions and words, which didn't make sense at all. Sometimes I wonder how so many boys like her... Not saying that she ain't beautiful at all, but her character is worthless compared to how she wants to appear in front of people. As soon as she left, I rose back to where I was in 2016. Not caring about the people around me, but worried only about me. Can't say I faked love in front of that shitty person, but I faked it only when I saw that this relationship was taking me to nowhere. This so called 'love' of hers was only meant to make me (as I like to call it) somehow a 'slave' that wishes to trust her words, and not her actions that are opposite her words. Not mentioning her relationship with a close friend while we still were broken up. And she still had the courage to say 'I love you' after all she did to me, and no effort at all to make our love stronger, but weaker. All I have to say about her is that she had a 12 years old behaviour, not assuming her actions that puts her in this position and thinking that her whole world is at her feet, although she says the contrary. I found happiness again, after so many years.