The FFA Trip (girlxgirl)

June 3rd

Well guys, it's 11:54 pm and boy have I had a long day. I slept in late, planted some mint and lavender plants, played my first game of pool, and went bowling!

Of course my parents yelled at me a couple times because I was more interested in texting Erika than I was in anything else. But, I learned something about that beautiful girl today.

She's a total dork!

One of our conversations went like this:
Me: *sends a picture of my bowling shoes* "Sliding into those DMs like a white boy listening to Weird Al."
Erika:"Wow, Della, so smooth."
Me: "Oh, yeah? How smooth?'
Erika: "As smooth as crunchy peanut butter."

Now, I know that doesn't really fit under the typical label as "dork" but to me a dork is a person who says weird things and it makes them cute. It is also a whale's penis.

So to me Erika is a total dork and it makes me like her even more. I never thought the perfect person existed except for in books. Hot damn, she is as perfect as it gets.

Oh oh oh, and get this! She flirted back with me today!
Me: "Have you seen me lately? I am in no way the prime to be dating."
Erika: "Well, I would date you."

I died inside.

Most of you might be thinking, "If she said that, why aren't you making a move?!?!"

It's because I can't, not yet anyways. I have a plan, and I cannot stray from the plan. And no, you guys can't know the plan, either. You're gonna have to wait just like Erika. So bare with me, I'm doing my best.

One more thing. Have you guys ever felt in love or been in love? Like, talking to them drives you crazy in the good way, and you can't help but laugh at the silliest things, and your heart beats just a bit faster, and you smile just thinking about them? That happened today.

We talked on the phone. Yes, that is still a feature on new model phones. The entire time I had all of the symptoms of love (just pretend I said that in like Bob Marleys voice or something like that) and it drove me insane.

I wanna know what it's like to hold her against my body, to drink hot cocoa together on a cold day, to kiss her lips, shoot, even just to hold her hand. Hopefully, hopefully, hopefully, that will be my life in just a few days. Where my whole life is centered around this amazing girl and I can call her mine and be completely satisfied with life.

It's 12:13am so it's technically June 4th now, but going by June 3rd, it's only three more days. Well, I'll see y'all tomorrow! Bye!