The FFA Trip (girlxgirl)

June 5th

TOMORROW IS THE BIG DAY AND I'M SO EXCITED I CAN'T SLEEP!

To start things off, let me talk about the stray my dad brought home yesterday. We've been calling him JoJo. So, I took him to the vet and turns out he was not chipped so there is practically no way of us finding out if he has a family or not. I have really mixed feelings about it. I've been wanting another dog, but my mom refuses. Now she's kinda stuck. At the same time, JoJo possibly has a loving family out there that can't find their dog and is torn up about it, or he never had a true family and they kicked him out and honestly both possibilities pull at my heart strings.

I talked all day to Erika about it and she even came over to meet him! She fell in love with JoJo as quickly as I did. Watching her rolling around and laughing because JoJo was on her and wouldn't stop licking her honestly made my day. Erika has the cutest laugh.

When we both finally tired of playing with the dogs, we sat together on the loveseat talking about the trip tomorrow. Well, more like she was talking about it and I was just nodding my head, too distracted by the fact that our thighs were touching. Distracted by the way she moved her mouth when she said words, not the particular word she was saying.

But, guys, there was one thing she said that I really paid attention to.

"I'm pansexual."

Hold the front door.

Now, in my mind I was thinking, "I have just spent so much time planning on how to whoo you and get you to love me back when this whole time you've been pansexual and I could have just asked?!?!"

But, in reality I said, "Okay." And shrugged. Because I honestly didn't care in the way she might have thought. I wasn't going to scream or yell at her, or look at her any different. It didn't change the way I looked at her. The only thing those two words did for me was make my life a hell of a lot easier.

So, we continued talking before the subject of scones got brought up. Then I wanted some. So we made some. I'm not gonna lie and say we had one of those super adorable moments where the love birds make a mess in the kitchen from a food fight then slip and land on each other before kissing. Nope. None of that happened. But, we did make a mess because we had no idea what we were doing, and I did slip and fall but onto my ass because I'm a clumsy mess. Luckily the scones were still amazing.

Well guys, that was my Tuesday. Tell me about yours in the comment section below!

I want to try and update a couple of times tomorrow, but since Erika is going on the trip and will more than likely sit with me it's kinda hard to write about the person who is sitting right next to you. It's 11:23 pm and I should have been asleep two hours ago, but better late than never I always say!

Well, good night guys, and I'll talk to you at some point tomorrow. Bye!