Love Too Much Riley Matthews

11/ I'm An Insecure Mess...

Stop! Stop! Stop! Hurting Me! I Haven't I Gone Through Enough?! Riley Yelled Out Of Panic As Soon As She Recognizes That Voice. That Voice That Brings Pain From Within You.

Maya and Lucas Immediately Turned Their Heads To The Brunette Bawling On the Floor. Riley's Head Was Now Laying On Her Knees With Her Hands Covering Her Ears, Rocking Back and Forth.

Honey Maya Said With A Soothing Voice. And Began Confront Her. Panic Form. Lucas Froze, He Had To Something But His Body Don't Seem To Get The Message.

10 Minutes Later

Riley's Panic Form Soon Turn In Sobs. Sobs Turned Into Sniffles. And the Sniffles Turned Into Worry. She Sighed With A Shaky Breath.

I'm An Insecure Mess... I See Why You Left Now. Lucas, She Said, Wiping Her Cheeks That Have Been Drowned In Tears.

I'm An Insecure Mess... I See Why You Left Now Lucas.

Riley Said With A Shaky Breath My Eyes Softened At The Sound Of Her Voice.

That's Not The Reason I Left Riley... I Left Because I Was Getting In the Way Of Things I Would Never Want To Intentionally Hurt you

I Just Have Issues That you Might Not Care About

I Don't Want To Hurt You Riley

I Love You

I Wanted To Yell out Of Her

I Want you To Understand... But It's Too Late

I've Hurt You and If I Walk Back Into your Life It Might Hurt More Than You Know

I Wanted To Tell Her But These Words Will Never Be Spoken

All I Could Say Was Two Words That Were  Barely A Whisper

I'm Sorry

I Looked At Her One Last Time

Her Gentle Chocolate Brown Orbs Staring Back At Me and Her Soft Lips Quivering At The Sight Of A Tear Running Down My Cheek

My Heart Tugged And Tore As I Realized She Knew

She Knows That I'm Leaving For Good Now

I Know It Too

Riley's The Best Thing That Has Ever Happened To Me.... But I Was The One Who Screwed Everything Up

I Know I've Hurt Riley But Walking Back In To Her Life Would Just Hurt Her More

I Left The Only Thing My Body Now Knows How To Do When I'm Around Her