Suga X Namjoon [SugaMon]

[SEVEN]

"whats wrong with me?" Namjoon said to himself

Namjoon laid down on his bed and looked at his phone, when he opened his phone he saw a picture of him and yoongi kissing

Namjoon turned his phone of then cried even more

[THE NEXT DAY] 

"hey yoongi-Hyung" Jimin said on his phone

"what do you want?" Yoongi said as he walked out of his dorm and walked to school

"are you coming to school? freetime is almost over you know?" Jimin said

"shut up i'm almost fucking there" Yoongi said

"oh ok see you later Yoongi-Hyung"  Jimin said

"bye" Yoongi said as he hanged up

When  yoongi was walking he saw Namjoon walking to school too, Namjoon saw yoongi he wanted to run up to Yoongi and hug him but he didn't

Yoongi didn't look at yoongi he just kept on walking straight while his eye's were looking at the floor the whole time

[2 MINUTES LATER]

"hey" some girl said to yoongi

Yoongi didn't look up he already knew it was Mi Na so he kept on looking at his phone

"hey i heard you broke up with Namjoon...so i can have him" Mi Na said

Yoongi stood up got her shirt and pulled her up till her feet weren't touching the floor

"you shut the fuck up and leave me alone..if you ever lay a hand on Namjoon or anything oh shit i will beat you so hard...so hard you wont be able to come to school anymore" Yoongi said in a deep scary voice

Mi Na was so scared but she didn't move

Yoongi let her go and pushed her so she ran away

Yoongi sat back down and looked at his phone again, after like 30 second's Namjoon went to Yoongi

"hey" Namjoon said

"the fuck do you want?" Yoongi said still looking  at his phone

"i want to make things right" Namjoon said

"yeah right" Yoongi said

Namjoon got yoongi by the arms and kissed him 

 after Namjoon stopped kissing him yoongi was blushing

"have you made up your mind yet?" Yoongi said

"n-no i-i didn't but i want to hook up again" Namjoon said

"i love you Namjoon but i can't just hook up with you all the time i want to date Namjoon" Yoongi said

"i don't know if i'm gay yoongi" Namjoon said

"Then figure it out, i will wait" Yoongi said

Namjoon sighed and went to his desk

"shit today i have to screw homework and just sleep" Yoongi thought

Namjoon almost cried in the middle of class that day

[2 HOURS LATER]

Yoongi stood up from his desk and walked out the classroom, Ms.Ko saw how yoongi was acting so she walked over to him

"hey Mr.Min" Ms.Ko said

"oh hey" Yoongi said as he stopped walking and looked at his teacher

"whats wrong?" Ms.Ko said

"nothing.." Yoongi said looking down

"something is wrong..is it about Namjoon?" Ms.Ko said

Yoongi looked up at her 

"see you tomorrow morning" Yoongi said as he started walking downstairs

Ms.ko knew it wasn't her business  so she didn't say a word about  it

*

when yoongi got to his dorm he didn't cry he just wanted to sleep while Namjoon was already a sleep

[NAMJOON'S DREAM]

"what the fuck--where am i?" Namjoon said

"hey" a women said

"m-momma?" Namjoon said

"i heard about the boy you liked" Namjoon's mom said with a smile

Namjoon didn't say a word

"look if you're gay you're gay and i will still love you with all my heart Namjoon" Namjoon's mom said

"but dad said you won't love me anymore" Namjoon said

Namjoon's mother put her hand on his cheek, the last time Namjoon saw his Mother she was sick in the hospital and died the very next day, but now she had her black hair and soft skin as she was looking more healthy then how she did the last time he saw her alive

"he lies to you more then he does with your sister so go ask the boy out" Namjoon's mom said

"but what if he says no?" Namjoon said

"don't worry just try to win his heart" Namjoon's mom said

"o-ok" Namjoon said

"be good Namjoon-ah" Namjoon's mom said as she disappeared  slowly

"wait Momma-" Namjoon started then he heard a loud noise 

Namjoon woke up

"what the fuck? oh shit!" Namjoon said as he got ready for school and ran out his dorm and locked it before running to school

after 15 Minutes of running Namjoon saw yoongi looking at the window crying quietly 

"Y-yoongi" Namjoon said

Yoongi didn't  even look at Namjoon he just kept on crying, Namjoon knew he had to leave yoongi alone but he didn't

Namjoon went to Yoongi and hugged him, Yoongi hugged back

"hey Yoongi" Namjoon said

"what do you want?" Yoongi said

"heh i love you and..i would want to date you" Namjoon said

"what?" Yoongi said as he stopped hugging Namjoon and looked at Namjoon

"yeah i want to date you and show you love every single day" Namjoon said

"you're lying you're trying to play me" Yoongi said

"i'm not playing you yoongi" Namjoon said

"yeah right you're trying to break my heart again" Yoongi said

"i'm not yoongi" Namjoon said

"fuck off Namjoon don't speak to me" Yoongi said as he walked away, Namjoon grabbed yoongi's arm

"no please baby i want to date" Namjoon said

"look i love you too but you need to feel my pain" Yoongi said as he got out of Namjoon's grip and walked away with tears in his eyes

they didn't speak to each other...for 3 months