Don't leave me alone**Miyuki x male oc

Beautiful

(3rd year of junior high)

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" What the living hell is this." I wake up in my cold room with my clothes all over my bed and boxers on the ceiling fan. I look at the clock beside my bed and see it's 09:00 am. I think to myself for a minute...." Shit my game starts in 30 minutes!" I jump out of bed brush my long white hair that goes to the middle of my back and put it up. I reach for my wig so no one can see my hair. The color of my wig is a short brown hair so that I look like my dad. I never meet my mom but I heard she is the most beautiful women Russia has ever seen. But since Fujioka's get their looks from the mother my dad says I look like her. *woof woof* I hear my best friend running down the hallway to my room.*woof woof* I look at the door and feel a weight on my chest and my arms wrapped around her body." HAHAHAHA Jean calm down girl good morning to you too!" I laugh as she continues to lick my jaw out of pure joy of seeing me awake reading for kisses." Oh and Jean we have a game in a few minutes let's get ready." As I said that she jumps down and ran towards my baseball bag and picks it up." Come on Jean I'll see you at the field alright girl." She tries to bark but can't because of the bag in her mouth and runs to the stadium where my team is going to play their last game of the year.

(Time skip to the stadium)

Running with Jean next to me to the field I start to get nervous, scared I'm going to be late. But in the corner of my eye I see the most beautiful sight I've ever seen. The most beautiful brown hair and his brown eyes that draw me in like a wolf is to his prey. And in this case I'm his prey and he's my wolf. I feel my heart pound against my rib cage faster and faster 'I hope he doesn't hear me'. I feel my feet start walking towards the handsome boy and start to feel more and more nervous the closer I get. Jean barks and snapped me back into reality as I see the boy walk away. I feel my heart-break and pain erupt in my chest. 

*woof woof woof woof* "Oh sorry Jean, let's go the game will start in about 5 minutes." To be honest I don't even care about that damn game anymore. I just want to see that brown hair and those beautiful brown eyes again. I've never gotten what I've wanted and if I never get what I want just let me have a glance of his handsome face one more time and I won't ask for more.

(Time skip to the 5th inning) 

(Miyuki's pov)

Walking towards mine and Rei's seats I see the first year's of seidou (Jun,Yuki,Ryosuke,Tanba,Chris and so on Miyuki and Kuramochi are still in junior high) I want to move but that is the best seat to see the catcher's position. Our seats are right behind the catcher so I can see the whole field. I love playing baseball I love being catcher even more. Just the thought of being behind the home plate makes me excited. I love the feeling of catching the ball and hearing that wonderful thudding sound when it makes it into my glove, and then  throwing it to first base and hearing the umpire shout 'out' after I throw the ball. It makes me the happiest person alive to hear that sound. But what I love even more is my Idol Fujioka Daiki. He's not a really big Idol but when I watched his first game my heart beat was faster than I was use to. As the years past I realized I fell in love with someone who will never know I was even born someone who won't even know I have these strong feelings for. Just knowing he doesn't even know me hurts. It makes me hurt everywhere like a tree being pulled out of the ground and it's roots hanging on,my heart is being pulled out and my body is trying to hold it in. 

"Catcher Fujioka Daiki No 2 captain" I hear the whole stadium cheer but me I'm to breath taken to say anything. The way he walks and the way he carries himself when he walks to home plate takes my breath away. But today he isn't the same, something's wrong he's always excited when he plays always smiling even if his smiles aren't always real I love his smiles and seeing him like this hurts. Because I know somethings wrong and he's not happy I always love seeing him happy. Maybe if I walk around enough I'll be able to meet him and ask him if something is wrong. Even if he says nothing is wrong I know there is something wrong. I just want to meet the person that I fell in love with and at least he'll know I'm alive. And I don't have to hurt anymore knowing he knows I live. But he won't know I love him, he won't know I love him with all my heart even more than my own life, then this world. He won't know what I feel maybe I'll stop loving him one day. But I don't want to stop loving him I want to love him till the end of time I want to wake up and see his sleeping face in front of mine. But that won't ever happen no matter how much I wish for it, he's straight and I'm gay 

It'll never happen.

(Daiki's pov)

Even while I was trying to play in the game his face was all I could see his beautiful eyes and hair was all could think of. My father was getting pissed at me because I'm not doing my best I already know he's going to want me to practice all week none stop. I won't be able to try my best while I practice if I can't see him again I can't stop thinking about him the way he walks the way he smiles the way his body gets me turned on his curves and his hips I just want to hold him while he sleeps and feel the warmth of the bed with both of our body's under one blanket on the same bed. 

I'm tired, I want to go home and sleep in my  cold bed, why is it so hot today? I look down at my hands and I see more than two hands maybe four or five maybe even six if I'm thinking straight (He's not even straight). 

I feel myself stumbling  and fall on the ground and feel myself starting to black out, but I can smell the most addicting scent I've ever smelled. I open my eyes just a little bit enough to see a little bit of brown hair and brown eyes but it's all blurry so I don't know who this is but I want to stay with them until I fall asleep in whomever this person is arms, their so warm I never want to leave them.

But I know I have to leave them sooner or later when I felt something come up my throat and out my mouth. I hear people screaming and someone asking for help I'm guessing it's the person holding me because the voice is very close to me. It's a boy the person holding me I'm relieved it's not a girl I don't really like girls. Their just too much to think about, they won't leave me alone no matter how much I try. I feel myself slowly drowning in black I welcome this with open arms hoping to end all my suffering but then that boys face pops in my head again. His short brown locks his brown luring eyes his handsome smile. When I think of him my heart speeds up and my cheeks heat up. I wish I was  in his arms I want to be as close to him as much as I can.

"Fujioka are you alright open your eyes so you can see me I need to know if your okay!" I hear the sweetest voice I've ever heard making me want to open my eyes. I know he's not a doctor because of how he talked to me. I open my eyes and my heart told me I'm not leaving anytime soon. And to be honest I don't mind living as long as he's with me, his soft brown locks. I want to touch them so I raise my hand and run my fingers through his hair. His hair is soft, just how I thought it would feel as soft as the fields grass on my feet when I take my shoes and socks off when I get done with practice at night. I want to run my fingers through his hair all the time. But I stop, hoping he doesn't think I'm weird I pull my hand away but I feel someone's hand hold mine." You don't have to stop if it helps you stay awake." He says to me in a soft voice. But I hear him whisper hoping I don't hear him " I kinda like it." I start to run my fingers through his soft locks some more until I hear familiar sirens and a doctor's voice I already know as Dr.Fedorov he's been my doctor ever since I was first told I was sick. 

He looks at me and the boy and tells him to help bring me to the hospital" Rest for now Daiki we'll be in your room soon okay." I shake my head no and heard the boy say" It's alright to sleep for now alright you'll be more comfortable okay." Hearing his voice ask me to sleep made me tired and remember how tired I was but no matter how hard I tried I couldn't sleep. Dr.Fedorov took my wig off and played with my hair but I didn't like it when he played with my hair so I swatted his hand away and turned my head away. I feel fingers play with my hair I'm not familiar with and open my eyes. He's playing with my hair why does it feel different when he does it. I feel myself slowly falling asleep as he glides his fingers in my white hair and fall into darkness called sleep.