All The Letters To Niall Horan

Louis POV (continued.)

 " I hate my leafs." I slurred to the bar tender, it was probably my tenth beer? no, maybe fifteenth. "Look kid,I think you've 'ad nough." he said with a thick accent. I looked up him playfully," do you have those cute lil peaaaanuts here bud?" I said giddily slapping my thigh and laughing so hard I could hardly breathe. " GEORGIE, Wise guy here has had enough, lead him to the door! " I broke out laughing even harder when Georgie grabbed my arm, " GEORGIE! HAAHAHAHA. WHY ON EARTH WOULD YOU NAME YOUR KID THAT?!" Suddenly I felt a force shove me out the bar.

  The wind blew in my face, it was freezing out here and I had on a light sweater, I roamed the street, singing ..actually recounting it was more like screaming. I found a hotel to crash in, by this time my lips were blue and my body was stiff, I ran into the door only to be bumped into Mitch. Oh my Hazza's.

 Her eyes looked at me up and down, God she was stunning in the moonlight, hair curled, red lipstick, by lord, that little white dress could drive a man wild. " Lou?, " her voice was full of concern that I didn't deserve, " God. What are you doing here? You look terrible . Get inside. " Even now, being the bad person I am, she's still looking after me. I put my head down in shame, if only she knew what I did. "Pretty little baby, Come on Lou, what are you waiting for ? " she said raising the arc of her eyebrow.

   I ran past her,shoving her slightly. I can't face her. She's too good for me, Niall was right. "Sir...." a bellhop says, trying to stop me, but runs towards Mitch instead, who fell when I shoved her. Guess I underestimated my power.

    I run up the stairs of the hotel, I'm not sure what floor I'm on. I duck behind a potted plant, breathing heavily. I put my head in my knees, I'm so messed up. I think of all the people I'm letting down.I knew I shouldn't have followed her here. Forgetting the urgency of the situation, I lay my head against the pot. " No, I'm fine, Just look for him please." I hear Mitch's faint voice and then a fainter voice saying : Ok m'am.

    I try to find another place to hide but it's too late, I guess I wasn't really far up if she found me in less than ten minutes. She was tip toeing, almost looking for the faintest noise. She looked behind the potted plant, my blue eyes stared back at her brown ones. : I FOUND HI---- she starts to yell down the stairs but I pull her arm down, am I thinking straight? How many beers did I have?

  " Lou, you reek of alcohol. Cmon I'll look after you, I have to cancel the dinner with Nialls parents. " She reaches in her purse,put I Pull her behind the plant too, " Louis what are you doing? " she whispers as if we are being chased. "shhh," I said placing a hand on her lips, she looked puzzled, like she had two choices, calling for help or going along with me. In a drunken moment, I whisper in her ear , " I've waited my whole life to do this..." and I place a shaking hand on her waist before I leaned in. I wasn't sure about how I felt about her definitely,but when my lips touched hers , everything came into place. When I broke the kiss, she looked at me, not saying anything.

   " Why Lou?" she says turning to face me, obviously on the verge of crying again.

  " I ---, " Tell her you love her damnit, " I don't know." I murmur as she takes my hand and leads me to her room.