All The Letters To Niall Horan

Letter Nine.

( A/N : sorry if the story is getting a bit boring! I mean, I kinda ran out of steam. D: sad. But I guess you can keep on reading if it tickles your fancy! )

  Niall,

    Where am I, Niall? I don't think I'm even holding a pencil in my hand right now? It feels like forever, The last thing I remember was being in the bathroom. A phone in my hand and looking into the mirror, I don't know who I was calling. Suddenly, I felt a whip lash and the cabinet door swung open , revealing bottles of pills. I think that's when I decided I wanted to join you, that though was the one keeping me sane all this time. The possibility of joining you.

       I feel like I'm alive, am I? Around me I hear people shuffling, no one really speaks, there's not many people there. I can hear a voice, it's a woman's, clear and strong. " My Baby! Ohh! I shouldn't have done that! " Mom? Niall, remember, the lady that literally slammed your hand in the door because you said something about her food? Haha.

     All I can feel is darkness, am I floating in darkness? Maybe I'm dreaming. I feel like I'm not THERE, in my own body. Now to ask the question again.....Where am I, Niall Horan?

                       - Mitch.

 Louis POV :

        I felt two arms wrap around me, " Liam---Zayn----She's----I'm Dunno!------ I NEED TO BE THERE!"   I started jumbling out words as fast as my mouth could process them. Liam spoke to me first, " Louis! You're in your boxers! Running down the road and you think we're going to let you go?!" I tried to fight them off , but Zayn held me back, " Boo Bear! Tell us what's wrong! We can get help if you need it! " I finally fell down to my knees , " She's almost gone, boys. She took the way out. " I said between short breaths.

          They're eyes opened large, " No...." I heard Zayn mutter, " NO FUCKING WAY! YOU'RE LYING LOU!" he screamed at me, and I felt the weight of the world on my shoulders.

  " We have to get Paul----ANYONE. who can fly us out there. " Liam said trying to steady himself.

  " I LOVE HER LIAM! " I yelled in his face. " WE NEED TO GET THERE NOW!"  He looked taken aback,  " You love her?!" He said enraged, " IF YOU LOVED HER! YOU WOULDN'T HAVE SLEPT WITH HER! " Zayn backed him away, " Look mate, we'll get Paul to get tickets out. You go on first, we'll call a taxi cab or a van. "  I hung my head down in shame, not daring to look at Liam or Zayn.

     When I got in the tourbus again, I saw Eleanor, her eyes a glassy colour , her skin was pale.

     " Lou...I'm going home. I shouldn't be here. I heard you." her voice wavered with a new found strength. " Ele." I said trying to explain....what was I even explaining for? It was the truth either way. She raised a hand to my face, " No Lou. You can't even try to deny it, save it . " She went to the back of the bunk and I heard her crying softly.  What the hell?

    Outside I heard Paul yell, " Louis! We found a cab for you! Pack up your stuff and get a move on!" I nervously just pulled my wallet and some clothes on me. Leaving everything else behind. I hugged Harry and left the bus. When I got in the cab, I saw a person sitting in the deepest left side.....

  " Zayn?" He looked at me with the same look Eleanor had,  " What can I say Lou? I love her too."

   ( A/n : DUN DUN DUN ! Sorry for it being boring guys ): It's a work in progress! )