A wolf in hiding | Teen wolf/Twilight

9: Unacceptable

My breathing slowed when i saw the look on Jacobs face, the way he looked so broken... I already knew. Sam wasn't with us anymore...

Flashback 

I yelled i  frustratuon "Im not fast enough! Im not strong enough! My anxiety and-" Sam put a hand on my shoulder, his calm tone soothing my nerves "Stiles. Its not about that. Its about what you believe you can do."

I worked hard to get stronger, faster, fiercer. He acted as an older brother to me. I walked beside Sam and said "Im going to do the most evil prank ever on Jacob and Seth." The older male laughed saying "Alright then Mischeif." I stopped and said "What?" Sam blinked and said "Is that name not okay? Sorry-"

"No! Its okay. I really... i really like it actually..."

End of flashback

My feet seemed to move on their own.. the news came crashing down on me and tears rushed diwn my face, the world slowed and my breathing got quicker by the second. I stumbled around until i collapsed and just lay against the wall; my knees up to my chest like a child, the tears stroling down my cheeks as i sobbed. 

He was my Alpha.

My trainor.

My savior.

Sam, he...

He was my brother...

My hands shook as i looked at them, i had controlled my breathing and Jacob came up in front of me. I looked at him and my eyes were void of emotion, Jacob was going to lean down but i shot up and slammed him up against the wall, my anger rose and i snarled "WHY DIDN'T YOU PROTECT HIM!" 

It happened so fast...

Jacob got free, the pack pulled me away from him, i kept fighting but soon i gave up. My arms were flimsy but my hands went up to my eyes and i looked like i was in pain, my fingers curling around my hair while i cried. Jacob muttered "I couldn't do anything stiles.. I tried. I really did and he... He wanted you to know that he's proud. Stiles... Sam loved you like a son, like a brother." 

Lydia looked concerned, the whole pack did. I hit my head against the wall and sighed "What about the others?"

"Willow... She's hurt pretty bad, Seth tried chasing the blood suckers and Leah stayed with Willow and Riley."

My eyes drifted around the room lazily and my voice held a plain blankness as i spoke "You guys should leave... i'm going to get some rest."

In the morning...

My eyes opened and i lay in bed with a white shirt and black boxers. I sat up and anger built up inside of me, i growled and imagined ripping off those damned vampires heads. I sighed and fell back down on to my bed, thats when my bedroom door opened and Allison walked in.

"Dont mind me, just going to sit on your bed."

I looked at her, i felt the anger ebb away to become protective, my hands itched to hold her and right when she sat down i sat up and grabbed her by the waist; my arms snaked over her whole waist and my face buried into her neck, i whined like a dog who lost someone they love... and their confused as to where they are.

Allison traced a curcle on my arm and said "I dont think he is dead. I think he's alive." She got free and turned her body, her bare legs wrapped around me and she smiled. A smile that made my day brighter. Everything about her... i would be anything for her, would breatge for her and die for her.

My eyes widened and i muttered "Oh my god... I think i kind of imprinted on you." Allison looked confused as she said "You imprinted on me?" I laughed and said "I'll explain later." My greedy hands held her face before i gave a mischievous smile. My lips connected with hers in a greedy manner, almost hungry. I felt her hands tangle into my hair and thing lead on from there.

I woke up with allison curled up, cuddled right beside me, i got up and put on a big white t-shirt, boxers and a pair of black shorts. Allison woke up and she grumbled "I can't believe we did that at 7 in the morning. Do you understand how i smell Stiles? I probably smell like you, completely YOU!" I looked at her with an almost predatory gaze, i turned and walked in front of her before putting both my hands down beside her. I leaned into her face and said huskily "Maybe i want them to know your mine.." Allison blushed and said harshly in a playful way "Stiles!" 

I gave her a playful look before trailing kisses down her neck, sending a shiver that made her coil back as if trying to retain moan. I pulled back and for a minute she looked disappointed and i laughed "I win." 

"OH MY GOD! I probably smell like sex Stiles! Or what if they smell arousal when im near you?"

I raised an eyebrow at her and asked "You get aroused?Eh, i might send some sexual looks your way just to mess with you." Allison hit my chest and cried "I hate you Stilinski!" I backed up and sang "Oh but you love me dear argent~" I said Argent huskily, with the inviting sexual hint behind it.

Allison and i watched TV downstairs once she got on a plaid shirt and some short shorts. I sighed when i noticed she was itching to ask me a question and she burst "Are you okay? After last nignt im a bit worried and dot  give me any fake 'im okay' bullshit if your not okay. Got it?"

"Im struggling..."

"Thats it stiles? Struggling?"

"Becuase i know... hes not coming back...." 

Allison looked concerned as she spoke "What are thinking? What words specifically do you have in your mind when it comes to Sam?"

"Specific?"

Allison nodded and i looked away from her and off into the distance as i replied

"You cant wake up..."

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I hope you enjoyed this chapter! Dont worry, Sam wont be gone for too long! But stiles is gonna go through some more development on his wolf side. With the whole Stiles imprinting. Im making it where its kind of an imprint. He would do anything and be anything for her but other women can catch his eye, they just wont be as important as allison.

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