A/n Note:
Mentions depression, adult language, and self-hate...always remember you are beautiful💙💙...ps this will consist of multiple parts.💙
Korean:
Right now it was about 3 o'clock in the morning everyone was sleeping...well almost everyone. Well, you see you have been writing songs for a while now I'm talking 2 months... and they were good or at least you thought they were. You had practiced them when all the members were sleeping... however tonight was different.
Yoongi POV
I thought we were past this shit... I said to the person that was staring back at me...the sad thing was that it was like staring at a stranger.
I have been up for the past 30 min or so...why you may be asking your self. Well, let's just say a not so little friend decided to visit. This was my depression. He has come In and out of my life for as long as I can remember if I'm going, to be honest with myself and face reality. I thought I was finally in a happy place where I didn't have to worry about being depressed anymore. As I reach for the medicine cabinet to get my anti-depressant I can hear a faint voice it almost sounds like singing. As I chug down the water that carries one of the lifelines that is keeping me alive. I start to walk the studio realizing the voice belong to y/n. As I stand in the doorway I see y/n... she has a baggy hoodie, sweatpants, and a what I would assume to be a messy bun. She.looks really pretty without makeup. I hear the She is letting come out of her mouth. I quickly realize what she is saying...
Imagine most of it is in korean💙
Y/n
Goddammit, why can't you get this stupid song right you worthless piece of shit...
You
I was still in a trance from y/n's beautiful singing...that I barely noticed what she was saying.
I rushed into the studio only to see her throwing paper, pens, water bottles, etc.
You
"Hey Hey what's the matter"
Y/n
Yoongi what the hell are you doing here I thought I was the only one awake...
To be continued

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